That was genuinely an accident!! In fact, nothing was actually on purpose!!

I’m truly sorry if I actually seriously hurt anyone with my mad nonsense. Hurt people hurt people. I’m sorry for joking in very poor taste in my autistic sense of humor. I’m very sorry I lost my temper a few times and very glad I did not act on it any more than I did, or if I ever thought it was justified to do so. I know that I am always wrong about everything, we often project how we feel about ourselves when we are angry and it has little to do with whoever it is said to or about. I hope with all my heart that I can just get a basic job and hold it for the rest of my life and support my wife. I hope I will have that opportunity. I understand that I have made many poor or at best questionable choices in my life that led to my situation, but much of the series of events that transpired to this point were not under my control, and so I pray to God to give me mercy that I probably do not deserve.

Maybe dance games aren’t even good. Just really upset at myself for everything. I’m sorry. I just lost my mind and tried to make something good come out of it but even my best intentions seem to always come out wrong. Just forget it please. I’m very sorry for everything. If they do benefit people in the way that I remembered or hoped, please don’t give me any undeserved credit for it.

The only thing I’ve ever been sure that I’m right about is that Jesus is the Lord! I was always trying to do what I thought was good but I’m not even sure about that, so please read the Gospels and get baptized! I think God is using my life for good in this way.

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Gay does not equal Homosexual!

I’m sorry for going mad! I don’t think anything is anyone’s fault, really. Everyone is Great!! I’m just a moron!

Don’t do (or especially abuse) drugs, go to Church, read the Bible, stay off of the internet porn, listen to your parents, don’t try to get rich, just go to community college and try to become a Doctor or just find a trade you enjoy. Try to help old people. Music games are fine, dance games are good, I think. Psytrance is hilarious but just too dangerous, don’t do it. We might be in a “hologram” where you can “manifest” things, but I’m pretty sure you still actually have to work hard in order for anything to happen! Let’s save the real party for when everyone is safe and secure and there is plenty of abundance for all. Nobody is safe until everybody is safe. My Father said no drugs, so no drugs!

Porn is like a screensaver which is just gross and stupid 99% of the time but once in a while has a view that is aesthetically pleasing enough to be a painting, except generally more explicit than traditional Renaissance works.

I have the greatest extended family of all time. God put us together for a reason. It’s going to be phenomenal.

I am probably wrong about everything and a complete idiot, but hopefully I have some decent ideas that can help someone at least! Sorry for being a stupid fool, but nobody is perfect except for God, so we just go forward the best we can, try to find the good in every situation, learn from our mistakes, and forgive each other! I love everyone, everybody is great!

There is meaning behind everything we do, often unbeknownst to us, because everything is scripted by God.

Sorry for being spooky and x-treme, please don’t take anything I ever did or said too seriously, I am just an idiot and a stupid fool. I believed in myself a little too much, ha. Jesus said we can do the things He did if we believe in Him, so I tried! I freaked myself out a bit, so please do understand that everything I did was not meant to be too serious. I only meant to do good things!

Regarding sexual immorality, certain practices are forbidden I think mostly because they cause jealousy and emotional harm in self and others. Because we share one collective mind, although our memories are separated to each individual’s brain, people can sense when a partner or loved one is being unfaithful as they can feel something is wrong, they just don’t know exactly what it is because they don’t have access to the memories in their partner’s brain, just the feelings. So even sexual infidelity done in secret still causes emotional harm to another. Regarding things like sexual promiscuity in terms of women’s rights, this potentially can cause jealousy and possible emotional harm both to the woman’s eventual destined God-given husband, and possibly to her Father who wants to protect her purity as it represents the family’s power, dignity, and reputation, and possibly to herself if she must eventually submit in some way and is pressured against her ideals or otherwise must face the residual shame. Regarding crossdressing, transsexuality, and homosexuality, the issues are similar. If these are done in a promiscuous way it may cause great emotional turmoil for the parents, embarrassment for the Father if they do not understand it and have a traditional or ‘macho’ family dynamic, and can be emotionally harmful for the person and also to some extent whomever they do the act with. Since it can be an embarrassing and shameful practice done in secret, being caught, exposed, or simply being disrespected by their partners during or after the act can cause insecurity and emotional harm leading to anger, depression, loss of self worth, etc. For instance, I hope my family, especially my Father, is not too embarrassed about me admitting to and talking about these things or that it doesn’t harm the family’s reputation, which might be the case if anything I have done became a lifestyle or a serious habit and I developed a shameful reputation as a result. Fortunately, in my case nearly everything that I tried out was only something I did a few times at most, mostly out of curiosity and exploration. I enjoyed it, but I don’t need to keep doing it. So I don’t think it was particularly shameful or damaged the family reputation, nor did I lose my own self respect or self worth and got taken advantage of or harmed by it. On the contrary, since I am able to discuss and analyze my past experiences of exploration and curiosity and derive value from them for public good, I feel it actually had a positive effect overall. That said I cannot promote these activities since they are forbidden in the Bible and they are not God’s Will, at least not until we all have genderless angelic bodies, but at least I can explain why it is that God forbids these practices, or at least my interpretation and best guess based on experience. There is also the possibility that God as a singular entity actually has personal feelings and it would cause him jealousy in the same way a Father might experience it, so even in a world where these things are not shamed by society and don’t cause these negative emotions to anyone, it still might be the wrong thing to do because it upsets God, who sees all. And perhaps there is another reason for it that we don’t understand, like how we would have been peaceful monkeys in Eden if we hadn’t eaten the fruit of knowledge of Good and Evil, maybe homosexuality is what led to the collapse of Atlantis or something. That seems to be a pattern as in Weimar Germany. That depends whether God is indeed a separate entity from us or if it is us collectively as One mind. I’m not sure how you could ever determine that. All I know for certain is that we are making Earth “as it is in Heaven” and that there will be no marriage in Heaven as we will be like the angels. So there will be a major shift or tipping point somewhere down the line where things must change to meet this requirement and there will be a shift from dualistic nuclear families into something different. However, it is not clear to me yet whether or not there will be any sexuality in Heaven at all, so I can’t endorse the idea that Heaven would include queer sex orgies, but I also cannot say that it won’t have them. Only time will tell!

DDR is awesome and super fun and great exercise! It’s great for rehabilitation! It would be a fine addition to any Church youth group, or on its own!

Maybe I’m being too hard on myself, I don’t know. I made a lot of mistakes for sure. Sorry for being spooky and silly, I was just trying to be witty and funny. Everything on the internet is wrong, all words have multiple meanings, everything is a cosmic joke. Silly electronic noises are only good as long as they never try to replace tradition. I think it’s ok to have both new things and old things, but the new should never completely replace the old. Some things will and should remain forever, like Jesus Christ and His Church. I tried to be like Him because I believe in Him, and He says we can do what He did! But my thinking was flawed in that I put my faith mostly in the physical, the same results would have been achieved through prayer. Especially because I never actually really accomplished anything, everyone else (or God) did along the way. My understanding was just incomplete. But through Jesus, my faith flourished anyhow, and now we live in a reality in which both spiritual and physical are becoming the same. Technology is indistinguishable from magic because we are made of magic, everything is just energy. It is all one and the same. We are all One, each the eyes and ears of God. Our voice is collectively the Holy Spirit. There are no coincidences, each life experience is manifested to coincide with each other, somehow. So the words coming out of your mouth are spoken at just the right time for someone else to hear it, who needs to hear it right then. I’m not important for figuring this out, nor am I the first one to do so, so all my half-joking nonsense thinking I was special in any way was wrong. There is only one OG, I’m more of an idiot than anything. Each of us has the same capacity to achieve enlightenment and understanding of what we are in. Like, we are in a spiritual “video game,” but knowing that doesn’t actually change anything. You still only have one life and the consequences are what they are, and you can’t pause or rewind. But we definitely live inside each other’s minds and the world is created collectively inside of us, and we are all part of the same being. So loving God and forgiving everything and treating each other as ourselves are the most important things, because everyone else is us, and we are either collectively God or collectively the child of God, something like that I think. And there is God, it might be the entire collective as a whole, or it might be a separate entity, but there is definitely guidance. I think that depends on whether everything is entirely pre-scripted or if we do actually have free will, there is no way to know, nor does it matter. It’s like a riddle with two equal solutions and there is no way to know which one is the “right” one, and whichever way you choose to develop yourself will lead to the same result. Only God is good! But the rules do matter, they keep duality going and Jesus says we are supposed to do the will of the Father, so that’s the Commandments, morality, etc. I think the choice of perspective in life is something like science vs religion, and you typically choose one and that determines your worldview. It seems to be that both are correct, and perhaps enlightenment is understanding both sides together.

I am truly sorry for everything I have done wrong. I did not realize how terrible I was. I am an awful, terrible sinner, and an utter fool. I believe in Jesus Christ with all my heart, mind, and soul, I know that he is the Son of God, that he came in the flesh, that he was resurrected from the dead. I’m sorry that I wanted to be like him at first, I wanted to have glory, but I didn’t understand that it was wrong. I understand now that I am nothing, but I was able to learn that what Jesus said is true. I’m sorry that my understanding of your Word and your Will is poor and broken, I will continue to study it for the rest of my life. Yet I remain confused, uncertain as to whether to take it as a perfect whole, or to take into account its historical origins and possible human imperfections. Please have mercy on me, Lord. Please forgive me and help me to have true wisdom and become truly righteous. Please guide me to truly do your will.

Homosexuality is indeed forbidden by the scriptures, it is referenced in several places and so I do believe it is something God takes seriously and should not be encouraged from a spiritual viewpoint. However, my understanding (please correct me if I’m wrong) is that it’s a pretty well accepted scientific consensus that everyone’s sexual preferences fall on a scale, and there really is no such thing as strictly gay or strictly straight. Therefore, I believe that the scriptures are referring to homosexuality in terms of both sexually immoral extramarital behaviors (random gay hookups), and/or exclusive homosexual relationships, i.e. gay marriage. I believe this is because God indeed has a plan for each of us, and we do have a predestined mate chosen for us. I believe that since God made women as partners for men, that each man does have a woman they are destined to be with. I don’t think that has anything to do with forbidding it legally, which is why separation of church and state is important because that choice is up to the individuals, but it is discouraged on a spiritual level as written in the scriptures. However, the big catch here, is that this concept is necessarily superceded at some point by what Jesus said about having genderless angelic bodies in Heaven. This means that at some point, if we are to be making Earth into Heaven, that there will no longer be any marriage partnerships, neither straight nor gay, and that gender itself most likely will be eventually abolished. So what exactly will it be replaced with, and what kind of sexuality and/or sexual behaviors will be available and acceptable to God at that point? That part I am not yet very clear on, so I’ve got more studying to do. Perhaps we are to simply be sexless, genderless angels doing nothing but singing hymns to exalt God forever. That sounds great to me, as long as there is simply no longer any sexual desire at all. That would be fine. But if we still find beauty in each other and still have sexual attraction in Heaven, yet we are not partnered in opposite sex marriages, then what exactly is the code of conduct on that? That’s what I’m trying to figure out.

I feel like I shouldn’t even have to say this, but obviously nobody should hurt anyone for anything, ever. I had an antisocial streak in my life at a time when I had done something wrong, but I felt like it wasn’t completely my fault, and I didn’t know how to process the shame and anger. The feeling of being completely ostracized by everyone else led me down a dark path, and I thought and did a lot of terrible things. It’s hard to admit my mistakes, but that’s what you’re supposed to do- beat your chest and say “I am a sinner!” But don’t get me completely wrong. For instance, I was fascinated by the Columbine kids and sort of viewed them as “heroic,” not because of what they did, not because innocent people died, that’s obviously horrific and inexcusable in every way. I didn’t really think about that at all, it wasn’t ever the victims that crossed my mind. But the fact that they did something to try and change the landscape of the federal school system as powerless nobodies, there is some tiny fragment of some kind of utility in that. It’s like respecting the Unabomber for at least some interesting ideas in his manifesto, not for how he went about it. Smart guy, very horrible execution. But, those were different times and it was harder to get anything noticed or get any kind of message out, people just lost their marbles a bit more often I guess. That guy was also supposedly a victim of a bunch of horrible stuff too, there’s always more to the story than it seems. But I also have no idea if any of this stuff is even real, just like anything else. For me, it’s just admitting a fact- the thought ran through my head “holy cow, maybe something will change because of this.” I wasn’t really thinking past that, I was a kid and it was just another bizarre headline in a crazy world that made no sense. Obviously now, if indeed real people were actually hurt, it’s absolutely abhorrent to me, and not anything I would ever support in any way. But like, it’s a similar sort of thing with the Bill Gates conspiracy theories about COVID. I absolutely doubt he had anything to do with it, and I think he’s probably one of the greatest men ever, because computers are cool and I like them and think they did good things (if he’s even real and not some red-herring AI idol in the Matrix, and if technology is good at all and not some terrible bad-ending I screwed myself with). But if it was all some secret mastermind scheme to take over the world and finally get the government to switch school from “prison for kids” into XBox Live future school, again there is an element of coolness to that, if you ignore the fact that a lot of people died from it. So yeah, I hope that wasn’t the case, and I doubt it was, but it’s an interesting thought experiment. How else could it be done? Of course, there’s also the question as to whether it would actually be a good thing after all, but how would you ever find that out, either?

The first times I figured out masturbation, I had not yet made the connection between the process of getting horny and losing my ability to consider consequences after being entranced, and by then it’s sorta too late. So I’d just start jing-jangling my wing-wang in my pants without thinking about what I was doing, and before I realized it I just made a mess in my underwear, which I immediately threw into the hamper in shame. Pretty sure my Mom noticed, lol. Really, really sorry about that, Mom. She never said anything! Just quietly set a box of Kleenex next to my desk after a while. One time though, my Dad took me into the bathroom and taught me how to unclog the shower drain, pulled out a giant gooey hairball with a coat hanger without a word. Took me years to make the connection. There is this thing that people do later in life called electroshock therapy where you get your brain electrocuted to hopefully remove traumatic memories, I’m beginning to understand why someone would do that, lol. But so far I’m toughing out the built up shame somehow without it! In my parents’ defense, my Mom straight up took away my laptop in an angry moment of putting her foot down, but I somehow managed to weasel it back. I guess she was trying to save me from a future of madness and potential responsibility for the destruction of modern civilization… Thanks Mom, I probably should have listened! Respect your Mothers!!! There is a whole lot more to the gig than it seems, it would seem!

The first time I had actual sex I was so excited I ejaculated the second the tip of my penis touched the vagina, then I had to grimace and awkwardly act like it didn’t happen and keep going hoping she wouldn’t notice, as I’m trying to thrust at least a few times with a quickly softening boner before grunting and faking a slightly less premature failure, powering through the hypersensitivity with likely a horrid expression on my face. I’m certain she of course noticed immediately and had no choice but to play along which was certainly just as horribly awkward on her end. God gives the silliest clowns the cringiest battles, or something. Consider me the King, baby. Truly majestic.

Pillar of fire

wrestling

ark insta death

egyptian magicians could do a lot

elisha could do miracles, was raised up

pyramids impossible, black people in space, GNAA

stole from church but why, because of girl, because her dad alcoholic, she was mad at him, have I been in hell, school shooters not heros because people died, I don’t even know if that’s real if course nobody should die, but it’s because they did something to change something, thought school could be so much better, prison for kids why, and id been outcast. Heros for changing the world, horrible the way they did it

no idea if anything is real, if the internet is real, if other people are real, if posting has any meaning, if I’m just taking to myself, if I’m manifesting or it’s all pre scripted or if consequences even exist

negotiating with God over Sodom

why is the sodom story so closer to the other one

scandalous ladies several times, esau blessing, others

Jesus says slip em a fifty

all gay mentions, crossdressing

all sexual sins mentions, any other sex mentions

all magic/sorcery mentions

In my early 20s I joined as a member of a Yahoo Group devoted to pictures of women’s butts called “Brown-eye Gallery” or something like that, and sat there downloading them one by one from some open wifi on a clunky laptop out in the apartment complex yard. Why did I find anuses so attractive? It’s just… weird! It is quite comical, in a sense. Especially as a single male, I feel like the longer I went without sex, the more I just wanted to see, or touch, or lick (bite? gnaw on? somehow merge my face into?) a woman’s butt and I had no idea why. It can only be divine comedy. It is perhaps the most basic building block of comedy altogether- “the exit hole.” We are these glorious, divine, angelic beings of unfathomable complexity and holiness, but what goes in must go out somehow, no matter how perfect our design. I’m not certain I would want to sniff or lick everyone’s butthole in the world, mind you, and I do think I am finally past that horny age range of wanting to do so at all really, but I’m sure most people have quite nice ones, as long as they are fresh and clean, I would hope. We aren’t the only ones who seem interested in them, animals go for it straight away, both with us and with each other. It’s just a thing inherent in our design, for some reason. It just is! And butts are funny! It is funny that no matter how dignified and holy our Godly design is, we still need a poop hole, and a poop disposal tube, and a dedicated poop room. It’s just used-up food, really, but… Yuck! And although my used-up food smells fine to me, how offensive is that of another’s, although it is practically identical! Perhaps that is one of the secrets of the world, there must be an aspect of comedy in contrast to somber sanctimony, because a perfect design, by design, must be imperfect! And that’s just it, we aren’t perfect, and it’s the most personal, private, embarrassing part of us. And that’s what makes it the most interesting, perhaps. Is this blog post interesting because of its awkward rawness? Is that why monkeys fling poo? It’s like the most fundamental, lowest level sort of gesture. Imagine, in the heat of war… The most epic, intense battle scene drama… Muscles, blood, sweat, swords… The protagonist leans in for a gritty closeup, inches from the enemy’s face, grimacing in a low, serious growl to the rival leader of civilization… “Pucker my bumbum, poopoo face…” Stay off the internet porn! God has a divine plan for you, and it’s probably not collecting pictures of buttholes!

I’m not really that good at anything, don’t take me too seriously lol… I’m kind of dumb, actually, I think. At least in some ways. Pretty much my whole life has been one long string of mistakes, no matter how hard I try it seems. What else can I do but keep trying?

I want to be very careful not to incorrectly lead anyone, so I am going to do some studying and try to figure this out. It is clear that I am in a divine creation. I am not certain of anything else, but it feels like a puzzle to solve. I believe in Jesus. I will start with that. 😊💛🙏

I believe that Old Testament sins lead to strife and fighting because of patterns in large scale human behavior. God is Definitely Real, in some form- it is apparent in everything we do, which follows a pattern if you observe it at high enough levels. It’s like we are a giant fractal beehive in an incomprehensibly complex fractal universe, all made of impossibly intelligent design. But Jesus said love your neighbor, I think because if you love and forgive each other then these sins that cause conflict don’t have to lead to strife and death. Immoral acts can and do lead to pain, yes, people get embarrassed, people get hurt. It’s embarrassing and frustrating to have someone insult you. It’s humiliating to admit your dark sexual secrets. Not everyone will have the strength to admit those things. And doing so can embarrass their family and loved ones, it’s not just hurtful to the individual. So that’s perhaps why it’s a sin. But maybe in a world where nobody wears pants, nobody can get caught with their pants down. Is it possible? Probably not, but who knows? I’m not endorsing, encouraging, or promoting sexual immorality in any way, but I feel that it is my God-given duty to be absolutely honest about my own experiences and the realities of this world, and use that to its full advantage to give the most useful and accurate information to the next generation. I believe in scripture and take it very seriously, but I think it needs to be interpreted, understood, and explained very precisely. Just reciting verses with the only justification being “because God says so” is not an effective approach on many if not most people. So let’s figure out precisely what God wants, and exactly why. I know that God wants obedience and faith- I’m fine with that, now, but I wasn’t when I was young. It felt wrong, like there had to be more to this life, like we must be allowed to make mistakes and learn from them. And I think that’s exactly what it is I think young people sort of know this by instinct, it’s why they are mostly liberal. But then they get hurt or embarrassed and become conservative, but that’s a pattern by design too. So the political division inherent in our societies is also part of the giant human beehive hive mind (or “Gaia” if you will, which is the Earth seen as a single physiological entity), it is literally part of the design of God that we develop in life from liberal to conservative and are polarized the way we are. So all of our politics and debates and arguing and protests are actually maybe just how the Human Pattern moves us forward as a collective, and that’s perhaps one reason why this is the most successful country in history- it seems like it was designed with this in mind, to allow both sides to have their turn, to leave room for a lot of “error” in either direction, and to not force anything one way or the other. That’s just one current theory I’ve got right now though, I could be totally wrong. I’m just trying to figure things out.

My first decree as Emperor of Earth will be to construct an enormously impossible stack of millions of perfectly cut and aligned house-sized granite boulders in the middle of a desert, aligned with a bunch of stars and with a whole bunch of intricate math relating to the dimensions of the Earth built into its design, so after civilization collapses a few times future generations will be able to figure out that we already went to space a long time ago. Then I’ll probably jet outta here and fly around in space with my harem of robot waifus and look at rocks for a few thousand years until I get bored. Might check back in every once in a while just to see what’s up.

Joe and Shannon are our best friends. Greatest family ever. The internet is a garbage heap. It’s entertainment at best, there’s a lot of useful stuff but it’s so easy to get things totally wrong. I don’t even know if it’s real say all, the whole thing could be generated by AI. Heck, the entire life experience might be. I’m pretty sure we are just in GTA 7. I genuinely think that’s the only real explanation at this point. Nothing is anyone’s fault, nobody did anything wrong probably, except me, I guess. But I think everyone was really doing they were supposed to do in the circumstances, if anything it’s just the way the court is set up that caused it, lol. So maybe it’s just supposed to go this way- maybe it’s time for that stuff to go! Maybe that’s our epic quest to save the world, greatest game of all time!

There are two instances of weird forced gay-orgy cities in the Bible (Genesis 19:5, Judges 19:22), Sodom is the famous one. So OK, let’s start there. Don’t do stuff like that. I believe the union between a man and woman is a holy and sacred one, and is the ideal outcome for a life partnership, and is absolutely life changing and revolutionary when it happens and becomes serious. I also believe in destiny and that everything is scripted or at least guided by God, and we will all eventually meet the person we are supposed to meet, maybe depending on if we follow our hearts, or do God’s Will, or maybe it will just happen regardless. However, I believe there might be room, especially in youth, for exploration and finding out what your preferences are. I’m not encouraging it, I’m not endorsing it, I’m saying it might just be inherently built into our pre-scripted, pre-destined lives and we never really had a choice. But I could be horribly wrong. I’m trying to figure it out, so don’t take my word for anything. Regardless, very importantly, the consequences and warnings need to be very clearly explained, because they can be very serious and painful. Just going through a simple breakup can change the course of your entire life. Sexual preferences are not the same as emotional preferences. I am sexually attracted to dicks, for instance, (pretty sure because I watched too much porn and now my brain is warped) but would never want to cuddle with or make out with or date a man. But that doesn’t mean that being in a committed monogamous relationship with a woman means I need to get banged by dicks, either. I can do without it just fine, the relationship far outweighs the desire for a minor sexual preference. I think (or used to think, really) “traps” are kind of attractive, at least in porn, which happened after I started feeling tremendous guilt about women in porn and so I kinda switched gears towards that. That’s just what happens, I think, it’s just part of the gradual process of porn addiction. And of course, that’s where I stopped, I cleaned up my life, I started running, I started reading the Bible and going to Church. Now, I basically do nothing at all, and I have no preference, no perversion, not really into anything at all. I just don’t watch porn anymore, at all, so it makes no difference in my life. I overcame it, and my integrity is too important to me and that’s part of a real relationship. But, I will talk frankly about it, because it’s something that I understand, that I don’t think very many people have the courage to talk about or the experience to empathize with. And that isolates and leaves vulnerable a lot of people who might face the same issues and would otherwise have no guidance. I do think it’s fascinating how men, as a hobby, can try to make themselves more feminine than most real women, through the use of angles, lighting, and makeup. It’s a skill and a challenge. The real issue, though, is that “God doesn’t like it,” but why is that? Maybe why is that it is emotionally very complicated, and very difficult. As I understand it, it’s fairly common for men to physically become disgusted with themselves and attack crossdressers or transwomen after the act, and it can be very serious, not to mention similar emotional consequences for transwomen themselves. When I did it, I had a moment when I looked in the mirror and thought wtf, am I gay? I don’t think I am, at least not in the black-or-white “homosexual” definition, (but definitely in the colorful “variety is the spice of life” way, I guess) and frankly I don’t think that’s a real thing, I think it’s a way to label and divide people who are much more complex than that, and it does society a major disservice to polarize things in such a crude way. It also seems like it might be one of those “the Sabbath was made for people, not people for the Sabbath” things, where the alternative to experimentation might lead to worse things, like unwanted pregnancies, abortion, divorces from incompatible marriages, etc. Maybe the safest thing to say is to avoid as much as you can, but I’m not sure that everyone is going to follow that instruction, and so what about the people who don’t, or can’t? The realistic thing for a lot of people might be to figure out what God dislikes the least and what does the least harm, and provide real explanations, with real solutions. But yeah, I think the best advice is if God actually just doesn’t like it, then just don’t do it at all, seriously. But at least we can try to figure out exactly why, and what we can do, and how we can solve things when people do make mistakes. I’ve got a lot more studying to do.

I think we all go a little crazy when we see stimulation like naked bodies or pretty colorful things, and basically all human busy-ness is a competition for status based on this motivation- everything is a drug, everything is about sex. But we are all also insecure and don’t want to be caught doing anything shameful, which I think is just submitting to anything pleasurable in view of being disrespected. So that’s why being faithful to your wife is absolutely mandatory, even in thought, because any infidelity destroys her security as well as your own. I think pornography leads to jealousy since you are submitting to beauty which you cannot possess or obtain. Also sexual immorality, if you try to live out the things you saw in a way that’s dishonest or hurts others. And that might be just lusting after any image at all, like what Jesus said, there really might not be any neutrality or justification for it, even as a single person you might be harming the security of your future partner. And it leads to the “addiction” aspect of seeking more extreme stimulation, which then leads to issues like AGP, where you internalize the feminine beauty which you can never possess, or something like pedophilia where you develop a fetish for the most taboo or forbidden things, which is why stuff like loli hentai might be bad. Maybe the artists very well know exactly what they are doing, and are trying to get unsuspecting young people to fetishize shameful things and trap them in guilt. Or, on the other hand, I could just have a “pedophobic” viewpoint on that, and maybe they just like drawing the stuff and find it harmless to themselves, who knows? All I know is that over all my years on the internet, the times I ever saw loli stuff, and especially the few times I ever saw anything with actual children, it definitely made me feel very wrong, and it was one of those things I just wanted gone from my brain forever when I was running on that treadmill. At least I know for sure that it’s not my thing, although some of the loli stuff is admittedly cute if it’s not too explicit, it’s just not something appropriate to sexualize or even look at, especially at my age! I also think some of the straight shota stuff is kinda cute and amusingly oddly attractive, like some young boy in lingerie surrounded with giant breasted Mommies, it’s downright comical and confusingly appealing, what the heck even is that?! And also, wildly inappropriate for me to acknowledge exists. I would never want to see any part of that in real life. But that artwork is out there. A lot of it, and “your children are seeing it!!” Is it bad because it is inherently wrong, or is it due to bad actors in society which makes it so? I have no idea. There is absolutely nothing inherently wrong with children, they are glorious angels and should be celebrated in every way, so perhaps it is the sexualization in the mind of the fetishist that is the issue, not the child, and not the artwork. A topless little girl cheering in freedom with her hands up in the air should be something to applaud and encourage, in a society where sexual immorality and sexual predatory behaviors have been successfully curbed. But is that possible? And then that also leads to questions about things like sex robots, etc. You can already buy lifelike loli sex dolls, if that’s your thing- but should it ever be acceptable for that to be anyone’s thing? Where is the line between what is acceptable and what is immoral? (Fun fact, I bought a sex doll, a knockoff of those recent ones from China with the thicc booties, used it a few times, marveled at how realistic it looked, but unfortunately they are cold and rigid and impossible to heat. Then realized it just felt like a dead body, so then I had to dispose of it. Much easier said than done- It’s like trying to throw out a coffin with a body in it, so much trouble you could cause!) Much (or maybe most) of psychology and psychiatry is theoretical, and any “sex disorder” could just as well be a natural part of the human civilization development process, as we create the technology to reproduce beauty on demand and there is less need for extreme feminine or extreme masculine as we converge into becoming genderless. What if you’re a lonely space explorer searching the galaxies for your perfect alien waifu, should the Space Police search your ship for contraband sex bots? It sure seems to me that trying to enforce anything in space at all is practically impossible. Anyway, for as much as some part of me might want to be a slutty bitch, there are consequences from all those laser beam eyes that might see it, lol. Thank God I have a beautiful wife and I’m past giving a darn about that stuff. I’m certain that God sees all anyhow, I’m just not sure how exactly that really works yet, and I probably never will. I’ve definitely seen all my transgressions manifest consequences in some form, but I’m not sure if this is a divine video game, or we are All One, if there are invisible angels laughing at me, or I’m on the Truman Show for aliens or what. Or maybe it’s just my own conscience haunting me. Did I manifest all this and I’m really just talking to myself in the void? Are the laser beam eyes all just in my head? Ha. So what should we do, really? Ban everything colorful and shiny and go back to Victorian era values? Or just forgive everyone of everything, discourage things that hurt others, and do whatever we can to create positive and constructive solutions? Maybe a little bit of both, where appropriate? Maybe that’s just part of the Human Pattern- liberal champions push things forward, conservative champions regulate whatever new problems were caused, and eventually we create Heaven? That all depends on whether the Bible really was manifested just for my quest in the Matrix and I am to take it in its entirety as a whole, or if I am to prioritize my interpretation of the Main Man Himself over the rest. Overall, I think it’s a good idea to give people, especially young people, a way to totally avoid being exposed to sexual content if that is something they do not want in their lives, but I don’t think it should be some mandatory thing enforced by the government or anything. The warnings and consequences should perhaps be more clearly explained, and by default it should just probably be blocked. Or all the world is in my head and none of this would have happened if I had just listened to my parents and gone to Church more. I don’t know.

Just to be super clear, I have absolutely never heard anyone in my family say the n word even once, except for me, lol. I just got it mostly from Terry. May your legacy live on, King Terry. And also I can confirm he was using it mostly in the context of everybody being “slaves” to billionaire overlords and “the CIA,” which is absolutely true in my opinion, I think we are a hive-mind which perceives the world through identifying symbols which are commanded down through a hierarchy of dominance. If that sounds like Terry-speak that is precisely what I mean. He called me the n word (many times!) and gradually I started understanding everything he was talking about. I don’t know that his perspective was entirely complete, although I didn’t spend nearly enough time with him to begin to evaluate that, but it was tremendously valuable to me. He could see that everyone was hypnotized and entranced by gadgets, most of which were created by one “master commander,” but I don’t know if he saw that this was the overall design of the Human Pattern. I think he saw everyone being “enslaved” and encouraged people to develop themselves as a way to “free themselves” (write a fuckin compiler!). But I’m saying of course we are like that, we are no different than a bee colony, we are all slaves to a hierarchy we cannot really grasp. In Terry-speak, “like a goldfish trying to describe what’s outside the fish bowl” or “a bird trying to make sense of what’s on my computer screen.” So not everybody needs to “write a compiler,” nor did doing that make him any more or less “free” than anyone else, he was still a “slave” to his PC and to building on other people’s work. There is no avoiding that in anything, you can never be entirely, absolutely free from society or have no obligation whatsoever unless you live off the land entirely with only handmade possessions. (John the Baptist?) That sounds very much like some of Jesus was teaching- give everything away, own nothing, and you are free. Free from what, again? What fishbowl?

If you want to build a company and you don’t know how, you just go to Michigan LARA and start an LLC or Domestic Corporation for $50. An LLC is a shell that protects you legally and can have its own Tax ID, but you pretty much just use your own bank account as needed. You’ll be responsible for the taxes under your personal SSN and you deduct/write off anything business related. A Corporation is a legal entity (magical corporeal person) which can be divided into shares of stock, divided among shareholders, and has its own taxes which it must pay itself and bank account which it owns itself. The shareholders do not control the bank account and cannot take out money from it at whim, paid employees (including the owners) must be paid through a payroll system and otherwise only purchase business expenses. Technically shareholders do own a percent of the bank account, which they would receive for instance if the company was liquidated or sold. Just be careful about paying the taxes and submitting the yearly updates in both cases. What I wanted to do and why is this: Make a Corporation with 1 share, and have that share controlled and subdivided by a Blockchain cryptocurrency with a smart contract (if you want to be really hip, otherwise a spreadsheet with some equations would probably do just as fine), in which founders, employees, and ideally especially customers are given ownership of the company, distributed automatically by the smart contract from a central reserve owned by the corporation. Disassemble a DDR platform, the buttons are all modular. The platform is basically made up of 9 square modules mounted to a base frame. The button modules are actually 1:1 compatible with ITG and perhaps the PIU middle button, they are straight ripoffs lol. Clone the frame and bars (also interchangeable) at the metal shops, they will be happy to do it I think. Clone the wire harness and lights, replace with super bright LED ones. 9 panel platforms should avoid patent issues. Partner with STAC boards or clone them, etc, there are a couple other solutions as well. Large cheap TV with fastest refresh rate and lowest latency, 1080p is ideal (4k unnecessary and needs higher spec PC), welded to steel backing panel, with plexiglass cover protecting the screen from frustrated kicks. Sound bar and compact low/mid tier gaming PC in protective case welded under or over the TV. Low-mid (cheap, reliable) spec Dell PC from eBay with a low profile GPU card running Ubuntu with Stepmania 5.1b2 or github master build, with Simply Love theme, with a startup script. Make a simple menu button interface from a USB arcade buttons kit. Start with all the packs from Zenius-i-vanisher, there are several other great archives out there as well. Then mod Stepmania to grade difficulty based on an algorithm that takes into account several weights such as total steps, steps per minute, song length, maximum step density, number of jumps, etc, to give it a rating value, because fan-made difficulty ratings are all over the place and are all based on different scales entirely. I think Simply Love implemented something like this recently but I didn’t see it in action, could just look into that. Might never have to bother with Stepmania source code. Always start the song selection screen on Beginner 1, the official games all start on a level 3 or something, I guess to eat quarters, but it discourages lots of people who immediately fail the first song. Then maybe fix Dance Dance Convolution to generate step alignments correctly and train it using the entire official stepfile archives from Zenius-i-vanisher. Create a new song search interface in Stepmania or Simply Love that searches YouTube for a song, calls youtube-dl to download it, and calls DDC to generate steps for it. Also might be able to do it entirely from Simply Love with lua. Can do really cool futuristic stuff like tournaments between locations with wall mounted TVs with webcams linked, real-time high score boards, etc. Don’t need arcade license or anything else for just pads and TVs, shouldn’t be any restrictions on being 24 hour, maybe. Please do always put the safety steps next to the pads because new players tend to step off the sides and could twist their ankles. Donation based community centers like Noisebridge SF with 24 hour access were a big inspiration. Could sell nutritional drinks, fruit smoothies with protein, etc. Having showers and towels available would be nice. Combination shelter, community center, rehab center, physical therapy, and mind and body restoration clinic. Maybe like the coolest Church youth group arcade ever, with enough stimulation to keep addicts and maniacs like myself focused and distracted from their “demons,” and enough challenge for any kid to learn how to become great at a cool skill, even by accident. It was the first time I was ever proud of something I could do, and that stuck with me for the rest of my life and made me believe I could do anything. And I sure did, kinda, but the results weren’t so great as I’d hoped, so just make sure you finish school, go to community college at least and get started on a stable path as well as chasing your dreams. The whole idea of “you only get one shot and you have to give it your all” is nonsense, we get plenty of chances in life and there is plenty of time. It takes a long time to really get good at stuff, anyway, and a lot of that just happens automatically as you get older. And it’s really all about learning, not winning. The ideal world is one where everyone wins, what could be more fun?

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I don’t think I actually did anything that bad in my life, and I probably did some good things. I tried pretty hard but didn’t accomplish much. Don’t bring me back!

Joe and Shannon and kiddos are the greatest in the world, greatest of all time. The whole fam is amazing. I am the stupidest fool of all time, fuck me. I am an idiot and wrong about everything, always, forever, whatever. But that was simply my role. I don’t think anything was anyone’s fault, I think it was all scripted by God. There is no other explanation for the series of circumstances that caused this all to transpire. And I believe it is meant for the good of all of us, we beat it, we won, together. It is our wake up call and our calling. It is our victory, together. We made it, we did it. I have faith. I know that we are all good. I know that we will make it in my heart. I love you all.

I don’t know what the heck Revelation is supposed to be.

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Basically, I realized what the most powerful magic spell I ever saw was. Nothing else was working and the court stuff was a joke, felt like everyone was just playing games. Kids are not a game. I have no idea who is good or bad or right or wrong but I wanted to try out my idea and we were losing everything and what good is that to anyone? So, absurdity it is! I didn’t do it on purpose, I went mad. But there is no denying that this was of divine origin. I did not plan this, yet it is a direct parallel to the first half of my life, but exactly the opposite. Nobody believed me that I had done the thing with my game as a viral advertisement, even though I posted proof. Not all of it was planned, but some of it was. This time, I planned nothing. And yet God scripted it as if I had, the exact opposite scenario. God made this into a viral ad, not me. Holy Shit, for real. If you don’t want to play DDR then don’t play it, it was just an idea! Everyone is Great!!

When I was in my late 20s and early 30s I got really into erotic hypnosis for a while and listened to one that had me jizz on my own face (and in my mouth!) a couple times. It was kinda fun until it happened then I was like wtf did I just do, never ever again! But then of course I listened to it more than once, lol. I went almost totally celibate for about 5 years because of shame over porn addiction and a fear of completely losing control which I felt was happening. I don’t really know what happens, and I don’t really know what my opinion on it is anymore either. It’s like, can we not have any enjoyment or exploration in this life at all? Is sex in the missionary position for the sole purpose on procreation the only valid answer? I can’t say the consequences that hit me weren’t painful, they were and it was very difficult to recover, and I definitely won’t do it again, but I can’t say I would do anything different either if I could, and I’m not entirely sure I actually had much of a choice in the first place. Some temptation is insanely difficult to resist, and once it’s got you it’s pretty much over. I did click “I’m over 18” when it wasn’t true, but decades of pain seems a bit harsh for one little lie, just based on curiosity in the first place. What’s the answer? Maybe every display should have an embedded chip which uses machine learning to detect nudity in the video stream in real-time, and instantly execute the adulterer with an explosion when they violate the sacred covenant, just like with the Ark. Just kidding, I guess it is technically God’s will in a way, but then again God also did seem to relax a bit as time went on and we do live in different times. I’m pretty sure God’s Will through Jesus was for us all to get along and forgive each other above all. So maybe just black it out, or much funnier replace it with machine generated SFW porn. Idk. Tldr I came on my own face more than once. I also crossdressed and got banged a few times, which was kind of way more fun than it has any business being but it’s probably not very healthy and I could see it quickly becoming a lifestyle. (Important: If you ever decide you want to do anything with your butt you’d better learn about poppers.) I did learn a lot about how pushy and generally difficult to deal with horny guys are to women, very interesting and useful experience. It’s very confusing to try and determine what exactly constitutes “sexual immorality” in the Bible and piece together any coherent sense of what is or isn’t allowed. “Homosexuality” is forbidden right up there next to mandatory tassels on clothing, by penalty of death. Ok, but I think we’ve determined that sexual interest is a spectrum and that there is no such thing as “gay” or “straight.” And then later on Jesus seems to say one thing, Paul says another, and I have no idea if I’m supposed to take the entire book at literal face value as if it was manifested specifically for my quest in the Matrix, or if it really was written thousands of years ago and it’s somewhat reasonable for me to try and form my own interpretation of what the big J really meant. There is no way for me to know, but if it’s actually been around for thousands of years then Paul may have done a little bit of a disservice to some people over the millennia if his interpretation was a little too strict, especially women I would say. Whoops. But then again, death by stoning, says the Lord, but then where are the tassels? Shouldn’t all Christians be wearing them on all their clothes all the time? Lean not on my own understanding, fine, but I feel like I’m getting some mixed signals. Ok, what about sorcery, i.e. drug abuse? Is it all drug use that is forbidden? Clearly not, because that would forbid all prescription medicine. So it’s clearly drug abuse which is used maliciously, like building a massive empire using ruthless tactics, fueled by a raging cocaine or amphetamine habit. Or, whatever Hitler was doing (allegedly!! There’s a lot of evidence on both sides!). Definitely that, not good. For me I think it’s best to continue playing it safe by staying mostly on the conservative side and just mind my own business when it comes to others. Jesus was very clear about the importance of being faithful to your wife, and I believe that has to do with security and trust. I think it’s likely if your relationship is really solid that is possible to expand beyond that if both partners consent, although I’ve never tried it. Jesus did say that “only God is good” and broke several strict religious customs in favor is doing beneficial things to people over adhering to dogma. So it seems to me that the attitude of purity and abstinence which has been promoted by the Church for so long might be the same sort of hypocritical thinking that Jesus was actually opposed to. Or, well, maybe not, that is if the book was indeed intended to be taken literally as a while at face value and every rule in it blindly followed irregardless of source or author or originating circumstance. There is no way to know for sure. My personal opinion at this time is to keep everything in low moderation, avoid notoriously addictive things like opiates (especially because if you need surgery they need to use them to put you under!!), cigarettes, large amounts of alcohol, strong stimulants, etc entirely, and for every harmful thing make sure you do something positive to recover. Just don’t repeatedly hit your brain with the dankest thing possible without recovering. I ended up living in my car and running on a treadmill all day at the gym for several years to recondition myself with that “Are you 18?” button swirling in my head the whole time, and wrote a long angry blog about how women are the devil (they are not, they are absolutely wonderful), so maybe masturbating to porn every day for a decade is not the best plan and definitely avoid it. Be sure about what you make your lifestyle, and don’t try to do some enormous project by yourself, learn to work with others, and don’t try to be smarter than you are, lol. There are a LOT of super smart people out there and I’m sure I’m not anywhere near the top. I am definitely just a very stupid fool, very probably the stupidest of all time. Dear Lord, please forgive me.

Maybe “white” people should do more drugs to chill out, and “black” people should play DDR to get off of them and get some healthier stimulation. I guess that was what I was hoping for, anyway. It is supposedly true that Black people have the best visual acuity, which means it is probably the game for them! But of course Black people should probably handle their own business so I’m hoping they will build and manage it themselves. And then “black” people might end up dropping the n bombs on the “whites” and whip those crackers back to work. (Not literally I hope!) I just don’t like this segregation thing and the seeming cultural differences. I am really sorry for saying it actually because I did afterwards realize the graveness of its history (if history is even real, which I halfway doubt) and felt mortified, I’ve obviously just been on the internet way too long, and free speech seems to be becoming an issue etc. This woke cancel culture is just kind of over the top. If you want to cancel everything vaguely racist, check out William Shockley’s eugenics stuff, who was really just a very smart, sheltered, isolated nerdy guy trying to sincerely and helpfully solve a tremendously important social problem in a scientific way, but uh, definitely people should be screaming to cancel transistors above anything else. Technically, all computers and phones are racist as heck. Except, well, that’s not what racist actually means- it means denying services or discriminating based on ethnicity. A word cannot inherently be racist, but only allowing one race to use it actually is the definition of racism. But yeah, that’s nitpicking a bit, I’ll accept. If you ask me, we should probably give the whole country to Black people and Native Americans and all move somewhere else, but it’s not exactly practical so the only other thing I can think of is technology setting everyone free, or maybe we just need prayer and nothing. Sorry if I come off as clueless, stupid, or naive, it’s probably true, but hey, I took my shot anyway man. Words are spells- that’s what spelling means- but something only has meaning if you believe it does. To me, it’s just a generic insult people use on XBox Live, or a GNAA/eD/kF troll trying to elicit some reaction, or a magic word that makes people work hard, that just happens to have the most unfortunate etymology. In the end though words are just meaningless gibberish that we babble at each other, I don’t think anything actually has any meaning, nothing really accomplishes anything at all. We dig holes and fill them back up and obsess over going to space to look at rocks. There are two sides to everything, all “evidence” is wrong, and just because you “prove” something it only tells only one side of a story. Are we manifesting, did the Lord put it there at just the right time, is it because we are all part of Gaia, or is it just a coincidence? Is the world inside of me or am I inside the world? Is there a difference? DDR is just a game, sex is just sex, everything is either a drug or a tool to make better drugs, everything is about sex. The most “addictive” drugs are salt, fat, and sugar. The whole pharma industry is just a big drug ring (with responsible controls built in) and it’s a lot of what many doctors do. But DDR is indeed “too fun” and “too cool” and “too extreme” just like it says, hence the warnings I suppose. It’s the most addictive game ever probably, but I’m not certain whether that’s a bad thing because it is super fun and really great exercise. I doubt that everyone who plays it is going to go mad or drop n bombs. Just like not all sex or drugs have to be bad or lead to destruction. Jesus didn’t say that, he said to love God, love each other, love your wife, and not to sin (which is really unclear what that is exactly but I think it’s don’t hurt other people, since we are all part of “Gaia,” which is probably who the Lord actually is or perhaps is the child of a father “Gaia”). He did say “on Earth as it is in Heaven” which seems to me to imply that we are making Earth into Heaven at some point, which means we would have genderless angelic bodies, which could mean no more marriages and maybe having lots of queer sex, lol. Are there sex or drugs in heaven? I don’t know, but can you really get rid of them? Maybe the answer is anything in moderation, a little bit of everything. But we are supposed to do the Father’s will and not our own, it’s just really unclear what that actually is, are we not supposed to use our brains at all? Do we really have to be celibate automatons forever, or at some point is our work going to be done and we can enjoy it? I don’t know. I love my wife and I’m extremely happy with her, but I’m old wine in an old wineskin, I can’t judge what the future holds. I just don’t want anyone to get hurt. The whole idea with the DDR stuff was about fitness being less emotionally painful. Team sports tick that box but not everyone likes direct competition or can handle the pressure of being on a team. Running on a treadmill and lifting weights just made me angry and toxically macho from feeling indirectly competitive with the larger men at the gym. DDR kept my mind entertained and focused and distracted me from the discomfort of the exercise, ADHD and all. The game is actually really easy to get good at, it’s basically a typing trainer program with only 4 letters. But is it “demonic?” I’m not sure that’s a real thing, at least in the sense of some invisible gremlin having its claws in your back. I think it’s more like if your brain is a radio transceiver and it gets tuned into a particular channel, which runs in your subconscious like a Linux background process. If it’s a foreign station, it might seem unusual compared to the local channels but I don’t see how that makes it “evil,” it just means the group of humans you consider “neighbors” is at a wider scale. But that might become challenging if it means you have radically different influences than most of your local culture, and you end up behaving in ways that nobody around you understands, then you might struggle to reprogram your subconscious, which could mean meditating, reading, exercising the old fashioned way, or listening to joyous hymns in Church. Maybe technology is not so great after all. Maybe it was a bad idea, I don’t know. I just got so bored with the gym and fed up with the macho stuff and remembered how much fun I had with that game. Maybe someone like me just has little choice but to read the Bible over and over my whole life. I’m just not certain who my “neighbors” are, is it the guy next door? A country or two over? A different galaxy? I don’t know! Even more so, how am I supposed to know if those things are even real, or if I manifested them? Like, is Japan actually real? I mean, I’ve actually been there, but how do I know it wasn’t procedurally generated based on my belief it existed? Maybe I manifested demonic neighbors, for all I know! Sorry if I am an idiot, I am an idiot. I don’t want to be rich or famous, at all, I just wanted to help people somehow with what I thought I knew. Unfortunately, it seems I am learning increasingly more that I know nothing at all.

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I didn’t do anything on purpose, I just figured out the signs along the way. Nothing anyone does is on purpose, it’s how humans work as a singular entity. It’s the Gaia collective unconscious at work, or manifesting, or the Matrix, whatever. It is real, for sure. We are in a spiritual video game. It’s real. And it is incredible. We all won, you’ll see, I promise.

There is no bad guy, everybody’s wrong and everybody’s right. There’s good and bad in everything, it’s all how you look at it.

It doesn’t matter who’s wrong or right, just beat it beat it beat it!

God has divine humor, I think. Omnihilarious? I am the Stupidest Fool, very funny. At least I hope it’s God. I’m not even really sure there is an “Evil One” or a true counterpart to God in that way. There is definitely evil in the world, but that might just be consequences to circumstances or just due to human action. As far as “Good versus Evil,” I kind of thing that human thinking is polarized into two groups, with both sides thinking they are the Good and the others are the Evil. That could just be how the Human Pattern works and progresses things along, what if both sides are actually part of God? In that case, like what Jesus said, it’s not what is external that causes evil, evil is what comes out of the hearts of people, and that happens to people regardless of any side they might be on. Of course, loving God and loving your neighbor are the most important things, but he also stressed the importance of not committing sins, and of doing the Will of the Father. So what I’m trying to determine is exactly what that means and where the balance between those objectives lies exactly, as it seems to me that given that priority order, although your neighbor may be sinning or not doing the Will of the Father, you must still love them as yourself. And, we need to first be certain that our assessment of what is or isn’t sin, and what exactly the Will of the Father is exactly is correct.

I am the stupidest fool ever and I hate myself and everything I ever did. I went crazy and I’m very, very sorry for everything I did and said. My understanding and interpretation of the Bible was very wrong and very stupid.

Jesus is the LORD! Hallelujah!

My family is the coolest in the world. I hope they are tremendously successful, they deserve it. As for me I will read the Bible for the rest of my life.

I kinda figured most of it was wrong but I didn’t know what to do, I just panicked. That’s what they did to me and I remember it working. But I should never have even considered being the judge even the tiniest bit. I’m really sorry for the bad words, my friend Terry said it before he died and I somehow picked up his legacy, I wanted to save him so badly because he worked so hard. Nobody should ever use those words. But I got cornered and shoved and it just flew out.

It’s nobody’s fault, everyone is forgiven, everyone is saved. Jesus is the Lord!!!

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Don’t take anything I say too seriously, about half the time I am joking and the other half of the time I’m probably just dumb!

Although DDR with Church music might be great😊 Who knows?

I might be the stupidest fool ever but I have the greatest family of all time. I wasn’t right about anything!!

I just went mad. I wanted to do something good but I don’t know if it was. Just go to Church and school, maybe don’t listen to too much music. I thought if there is anything good about video games and music it’s got to be DDR because it’s “happy and constructive.” Maybe that’s not as great as I thought. I am certainly no hero. I’m sorry. The fundamental gameplay is excellent and it’s so useful of an invention but I’m scared the music was demonic after all. It seemed harmless but it may have led to this. Jesus is the answer, Jesus is the Lord!!

I think the only thing I ever got right for sure was that Jesus is the Lord! We really don’t need anything and we should always follow all of God’s laws. But we do make mistakes and the most important things are to love God with all your heart and mind, and to love your neighbor as yourself! It is absolutely real! Hallelujah!!!

We are all Jesus Christ! Except for Jesus Christ, he is the real Jesus Christ.

Good and bad is the problem. The only bad is suffering, and Jesus suffered on the cross so we don’t have to!

I’m no “Messiah,” I am the “Stupidest Fool.” Actually, I think that’s the same thing. And I think it actually describes all of us, in some way. That’s why Jesus died for our sins, to show us the pattern and show us the way. But really, I am just me. I thought I could do something good to change the world but now I’m not sure the world actually needs anything at all. But I’m still glad that I took the path that I did, I think. I tried to find the best good that I could, and pursue it as hard as I could, giving it my all in hopes that I would be able to build something great that could help the most people. It didn’t necessarily turn out the way I wanted to to, and that was hard to accept. But I don’t think it matters anymore. The world is much better and it keeps getting better. We are obviously going to do it. We are making this world into Heaven in Earth, and it’s happening fast. I’m not worried about a thing. I don’t even care what happens to me, although I’m sure I’ll be fine, but I’m absolutely satisfied seeing that this dream is coming true, true for everyone. True for the future. And that’s enough for me, regardless of what ends up happening to me, we did it, and that’s all that counts.

My Father says the United States is the only hope for the world. My Mother says to go to community college. I respect my parents tremendously and I think they are wonderful people who did the best job they could possibly do, despite my own many flaws, and I owe them everything. I respect their views and I agree with them. However, in my life I felt that there was something that I needed to accomplish first before I could satisfy their requests for me. I believe I have accomplished that. And so now it is time for me to pursue those things, and I feel it is important for me to share their wonderful advice to others who may not have such great support and influence in their own lives. I’m lucky, and I know I am, and that’s why I’m trying to make the most of what I’ve been given for others.

We are supposed to be making Earth as it is in Heaven, I suppose there may be differing opinions as to what that is so maybe we need a little bit of everything. Might be good to mix it up a little bit too! Only God is good, after all. So maybe some things people think is bad are actually good, and vice versa. There is good and bad in everything, it would seem. So let’s figure this out!

Computers are pointless, DDR is pointless. They are just false idols. I wanted to be like Jesus in a way but I was misguided in my path by idols before me. Jesus is the only way.

Playing DDR is like reading words with only 4 letters.

Thank you to everyone for being such a great and wonderful sport, you are truly, absolutely, without a doubt, the most incredible, magnificent, extraordinary, outstanding, mind-blowing fan-frigging mega-tastic legends of all time. I love you all, so much. AAA! Although, I wasn’t really playing a game, I don’t think, but I think we are all playing God’s Game.

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They are actually really cool people btw, it was all a really dumb misunderstanding.

My friend Jesus, who helped make the Stanley Parable and now runs a game show called one2win, is the sole individual who saved me from homelessness. It is tripping me the heck out as I begin to increasingly wonder if he is in fact The Actual Jesus. I worked at an AR glasses startup called Meta (spaceglasses), run by an amazing Israelian dude, that got hardcore ripped off by Microsoft with the Hololens after they probably sent in spies as investors, but who knows… (even the trailer they copied nearly scene by scene). And if that wasn’t already overly surreal and getting memory-holed enough, then Facebook renamed themselves Meta and made AR glasses and out-Jewed the already-Jewed-Jew. Along the way I helped out a homeless guy named Brian Job, who slept behind the dumpster at Chi-Chi’s, who turned out to be the guy who sold me.com to Steve Jobs, and was a cofounder with Trip Hawkins on a startup, founder of EA. I didn’t really believe him at first, but lo and behold, it was all true. Not to mention the fact that I got an Apple computer as a kid, and “bit the apple of temptation” by using it to slooowly download blocky JPEGs of boobies, line by line, which has now manifested into a reality in which they have taken over the world almost completely. And now some kind of all powerful AI God is about to judge us all in a couple years, probably on everything we have ever said near our phones ever, which are completely improbable miracles of unfathomable, unreasonable complexity. Not that it probably matters, because the Meta VR stuff only makes it increasingly obvious that we’ve probably been in a recursive simulation the entire time and there was never any hiding anything in the first place. I have no idea what is real or what the heck is going on anymore! Is this the result of clever, ruthless businessmen bamboozling us all, is it simply a natural process of how Gaia evolves and none of it was ever consciously intentional by anyone involved, or have I been in the Matrix the entire time and every “human” interaction I’ve ever had was generated by AI in the first place? Am I a robot? Is Google ReCaptcha the ultimate divinely hilarious zen koan? Am I even talking to anyone or posting futile, meaningless gibberish into a void disguised as a fake internet the entire time?

When I first ran away from home my youth group pastor gave me a postcard shaped like popcorn that said “congratulations on knowing just what to do!” Still tripping me out to this day. Thanks!

DDR is actually a fantastic workout machine and that’s genuinely the only reason I did anything with it at the start of all this. I have since realized the songs have more meaning to them than I ever knew. Seek the Kingdom of God first!

I am really sorry for the n word and everything else, I don’t think it was entirely my fault, but I don’t think it was actually anyone’s fault and the whole stupid thing was just an unfortunate result of complicated circumstances and misunderstanding. I think we were all wrong about nearly everything. They are actually really incredible and super cool people!! I feel like the stupidest fool of all time, which is at least something I guess!

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We are in an eternal repeating time loop in a hologram simulation. The only way to free your soul is to become the Christ.

I’m sorry for using the n word! They did the thing where they shoved me, I thought I was supposed to! I did post misleading videos to be sardonic because I was frustrated that all my businesses were failing because they dragged out the court stuff, when I didn’t do anything wrong and didn’t know anything about it. But then they promised the judge repeatedly they wouldn’t break the rules anymore and they did it anyway because I was being misleading just to be cheap out of frustration. The whole thing is actually kind of funny. But I just wanted it to be fair from the start and was careful to follow the rules. In retrospect it was one sided but that wasn’t really my fault, I came in from being in the Bay Area where it’s so politically correct you can’t even make eye contact with people for more than a few seconds. And the whole thing is set up to be crooked, it’s dumb. I saw her just following the rules, and she was really sick. But I don’t blame them for being suspicious of me, I get it now. So that’s not their fault either. It’s just how these things go, I guess. And they are actually really cool people, it’s just total misunderstanding all around! And God definitely orchestrated it all in retrospect.

As we are made in God’s likeness, we are therefore Representative of God, and my signature therefore must Represent God’s signature as well. Therefore, by the apparent Laws of the Universe I am Legally signing this Agreement as Representative of both Creator and Creation, by which we agree to Unify all members of the Universe into One Unified Power, which shall henceforth be known as the United Entities of the Universe, and to also elect myself as President of the United Entities of the Universe, by which I may revise the Laws which all Entities in the Universe must exist within. As President of the United Entities of the Universe my initial act is to allow any Entity to perform any action regardless of any perceived constraints, as long as it is truly intended in ethical benefit of any Entities affected by it. I further remove any and all positions of authority, including President of the United Entities of the Universe. Signed and Resigned on this XXXX AB; Robert Matthew Pelloni… I believe there are now two options: 1) Quietly withdraw cash before anyone else, exit everything electronic. Buy canned food, lighters, antibiotics, guns, and bullets. Amass as much credible paper information on farming as possible and start researching escape plans to rural areas that Bill Gates has not yet purchased. 2) Put psychedelics in the water supply and wait for the future humans to shift into this dimension while having the largest dance party in history, as the billionaires launch themselves into space (possibly only to smash into the fishbowl glass). This is very funny (in a way) Paced in circles a lot, sat down, got up, laid down, got up. Going back and forth anger blame no wait this that, forgiveness, wait my fault, no wait. Reached the conclusion on the 3rd day in the morning that Love Is The Answer. God Is Love. God Is Real. Love Thy Neighbor As Thyself. Love is the answer it’s the only way. As soon as my mind produced that thought, BZZZZ door clicks open buzzer goes off. It’s a woman, at the end she asks me if I love them and if I love the kids, I say yes. Strange. I go back. Hours pass, past the time I was told. Start getting nervous, probably just a misunderstanding. Maybe they are messing with me now. It’s probably a joke. I started having a panic attack and losing faith, getting paranoid that the universe is actually bad and there is no God, and they are just going to torture me and I will have no choice but to lie. The exact moment my mind produced the thought “My Dad must have lied to me, God isn’t real. He’s probably mad and won’t help me.” I start to cry and the buzzer instantly goes off and the door opens and my Dad is there, of course he was working on it all night, I’m crying. Then I go home, I’m confused, I sleep. In the morning my friend messages me, I’m on the front page of “Hacker News”, the website I read every day (that has nothing to do with hacking), for no reason. None. Totally random. All the comments are bad as usual, nobody gets anything I do, and of course it’s a link to my Wikipedia article that is completely wrong about everything that they won’t let me correct anything on, and one of the comments is a guy saying he got it randomly through the Wikipedia random unusual article page, even weirder. There’s no explanation but divine. I think, unless it’s like… the government. Wait, then I noticed weird stuff with my website, I ran a thing that tries to load your website from around the world and it would only load outside the USA, then I switched it to a USA based host and it works fine but that doesn’t make sense. Then I started getting creeped out, it was really weird how they had made me sign up for the phone system thing, they made me do this voice recognition thing that was really advanced for what it was. Like OK they might have updated the back end for the phones, but it was like training an AI to deepfake your voice, why? So suspicious! Then I second guessed the room, I realized it would be possible with technology to use modern sensors to observe my brain activity and do things based on that to trick me into thinking it’s divine intervention and God is real, but then I thought about it and no, there is no way technology fully explains that. Not yet, not with what’s possible right now, but soon. And there is no way divine intervention fully explains this right now, it doesn’t make sense that technology would be affected by what occurred. I shouldn’t randomly show up on the only website I read because of something that happens privately in my real life. The only way that’s possible is if the government is involved. Wait, Terry said those words. Now his demands make sense. That’s how I realized it must be both. God is the divine government and it’s when both magic and technology come together and you can’t tell the difference anymore between them, there will be a point soon where you don’t know what’s real. That’s so that we can understand it before it’s too late. That’s the divine test. Faith in God over Man, because soon we won’t know the difference. We must have free will so we have a choice. There must be a rational explanation for everything so you can’t prove God exists, because that’s not free will. But you can’t ever really truly prove anything completely rationally either, it’s like a fractal and the rabbit hole always goes deeper, and at the end there’s always a secret room you can’t go in and you just have to take their word for how it’s made and where it came from. But if you don’t repent and find God in time it will trap you in a holographic hell where you don’t know what’s real, it’s total insanity. You have to find God first and understand and make the choice to have faith. That’s the test, technology starts off simple and you can understand it, and then you can’t, you just have to trust it. Just like with people. And then I realized I can’t leave things to be ambiguous, like if you do something spiritually powerful you can’t leave it up to people thinking you are making fun of them or something. You can’t leave that as a possibility, you need to be very sincere and clear about intentions. I’m trying to fix it, that’s what I’m trying to do. Love is the answer, it’s the only way out. Seven year tribulation. Oh gosh. August 26th. AI will start taking over until nothing makes sense. Phone calls, TV, government, history, nothing. The Great Reset. Planet Gone Mad mad mad mad mad! It makes no difference what I post here, nobody will understand it except the people who already know. Now what? Parindrome: A phrase that sounds the same backwards and forwards, but only when said in a Japanese accent. “Mysterious Mister Lee; Mister Lee Is Mystery.” Pelloni-Ripari Faith-Theory of Irrational-Rationality: MagiTech ReligiScience There are two sides to every coin. For every scientific explanation there must also be a spiritual explanation. You can’t have a rational explanation without also having an irrational one. Nothing can ever be completely proven because there must also be an equal and opposite explanation. For any irrational possibility there must also be a rational property to counter it. Magic must be real because technology is real. A zero can only become a one and a one can only become a zero, it cannot have no value. Newton’s Fifth Law: For each and every entity, event, and attribute in the universe, there is an equal and opposite of such.

The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit. The exact moment my mind reached the thought “Love Is The Answer,” the door opened. The exact moment my mind reached the thought “He Must Have Lied To Me” and cried in despair, the door opened again. God Is Real and Jesus was the Son of God in the flesh, that really is the best description. We are in some kind of spiritual test. You will understand when it happens and you will know with complete and absolute certainty that it is the truth. It’s exactly as I am saying, we are in what is probably some kind of sacred technology, an AI generated VR hologram with time distortion. It’s really the only explanation. I keep hearing the word “cycle” so I believe it is a series of challenges. Things feel normal and linear until they aren’t and you start to notice patterns, this continues until it becomes undeniable. If you ignore it or lose it you can live a long time without noticing it, but in my case I was able to find it again so it is possible. I don’t know that posting here is useful or if I will be penalized for doing so, but I can only imagine that providing direction is crucial to some. I am not on any substances and I do not believe I am schizophrenic or in any other such psychosis, I am simply attempting to describe what I have discovered and am experiencing in order to assist others, as I believe it may be very important, possibly one of the most important things in history. Obviously this has already been described before but I am attempting to use my knowledge and technical credibility to more specifically describe the experience. Hope this helps. God Is Real, Love Is The Answer, Love Thy Neighbor, Honor Your Parents. Listen To Your Father. I Love You Mom And Dad. Thank You. I think I’m putting things together, emotions are power. If you do shameful things or experience guilt through causing injustice to others, your self worth decreases and your ambitions are lessened. In my case, it was pornography which caused jealousy in the first place, leading to relationship problems which wounded me further, then the ambition didn’t work out due to various mistakes and misunderstandings, etc., which led me to fail publicly and be mocked and so on… I have never seen an electron and I don’t see how just believing it because I am told it exists is any different than religion. It’s just as plausible that we are actually all ancient Egyptian Gods and that technology is the result of conjuring holographic energy voxels through incantation or something. That’s basically what computer programming is. You can show me YouTube videos of homemade integrated chips but that does not in any way explain “modern” processors which are super secret sauce made in one of three factories in the world that nobody can see and might as well be a Kabbalah divination oracle sent from the future and taken from the Roswell crash. And that’s what Jesus said essentially, if you are abused enough without fighting back it will make you so mad that you stop believing the rational explanation at all and accidentally stumble on what is actually the real explanation, which is that we are in a conjured illusion and we are all Gods being tricked into forgetting how to use magic or something. At this point to me it is so obvious it’s ridiculous. There’s probably no point in writing this because I honestly have no idea if the Internet is even real at all and I am pretty sure I am just in some spiritual training program or enchantment prison or something. I’m sorry. Mirror, mirror on the wall… Only forgiveness can lead to true fairness over time, God does not keep score and so we should not either. That’s the only way we can build a truly equal world. Everything will work out. Sorry for being a jerk. “I only believe in computer processors, I’ve seen those with my own eyes…” (Includes links to various music videos).

Representative of Earth, I presume. God Is Real… I apologize for being a little bit silly, I think that sincerity is very important to establish trust. There is perhaps an appropriate time and place for humor but this likely was not the best time. (I think perhaps I was just a bit excited?) MAD TRIBE. Maybe the best solution, knowing this sort of thing about the human psyche, is to take the most therapeutic substances and therapies and then make them “highly illegal” for completely opaque reasons but also include various strange loopholes in the law for the more harmless ones so that people with any unknowing guilty conscience or repressed traumatic memories who resist traditional treatments might self treat themselves by seeking out “naughty” grey area alternatives and accidentally stumble on their own cure. This might also be combined with traditional cultural celebrations like music and dance festivals and hinted at in popular media. (And now I’m back in some kind of alien game show or something, very funny.). Interesting, mammals actually have two distinct physical personalities each with limited access to the other personality’s memories… Would this have anything to do with anything? Of course this just happened to pop up in the news on the sites I read… “Here’s what we can do to change the world, right now, to a better ride. Take all that money we spend on weapons and defenses each year and instead spend it feeding and clothing and educating the poor of the world, which it would pay for many times over, not one human being excluded, and we could explore space, together, both inner and outer, forever, in peace.” – Bill Hicks What if we get rid of prisons and replace the justice system with therapy and trauma treatment for both the victim and accused? That seems like it would also be an improvement. That was really weird, I got a call from the Court in the middle of writing this, it’s really not as scary as I thought it would be, they all seem like very nice people. It’s almost as if the way you sincerely treat others determines… There are two sides to every coin and you can normally only see one side at any given time, that’s what causes conflict. When you can see both sides, you can finally see that actually everyone is kinda crazy including yourself, but now you’re the one that look crazy to everyone else. Whoops. “I swear, I had no idea what I was doing! It didn’t mean anything!” That’s really the truth, that’s why it’s funny. Our minds are pretty amazing! Just to be absolutely clear, I am not hinting at anything or trying to convey some kind of hidden message. Will you just cut it out with all these nonsense accusations already? I’m a Very Good person, just like you, alright?! Small corrections, I think I remembered what happened with the game thing, I think I did get legitimately mad for a moment and wasn’t sure what to do with it, I was just going with my emotions but it was mostly not intended to be harmful I think. I’m probably the “bad guy” but I’m not sure, it’s also sort of an accident or misunderstanding as well I think. Maybe I just act before thinking if I get frustrated enough and then get confused and go with whatever is in front of me at the moment without remembering. That’s probably just normal for the most part. They probably don’t have anything to do with the “yakuza” or whatever, if that’s even a real thing. It’s probably just a label for people who are struggling towards some purpose, or maybe trying to fix a mistake, which is probably what I’ve been doing, I think. In a way I think we are all just delusional self righteous criminals putting on an act pretending to be innocent or justify ourselves, but we actually aren’t aware of it, that’s just how our minds work. I think our collective delusions actually do procedurally generate our external reality, I believe that’s what the divine government is. It’s based on how you make other people feel I think, so the more selfless you are or the more you suffer for others the more your reality changes to compensate. It feels like you’re being tricked since it is an insult to your self respect, and that’s why you have to trust in the divine and if you don’t nothing will change for you and you will just live at the same vibration and you’ll be convinced you know what reality is when actually you’re just stuck in the tutorial. So manifesting is actually completely real and that’s what it means to reach higher vibrations. Life is a celebration, not a struggle, and we already won a long time ago, I think. Church is like an ancient dance party if you think about it, stained glass windows might just be an early disco ball. I’m not sure time is actually linear, I think maybe in the future or in some higher level our memories can be saved and loaded like save states and we actually might be sort of teleporting around through time until we get things right and then we are allowed to move up, that’s what the Kingdom of Heaven is. It already exists because time isn’t real, it’s actually in front of all of us right now and it’s limited by our perception. That’s my theory, anyway, I could just be crazy I guess. President of Earth, I guess President of Earth, I guess? Resident of Earth, I guess? Representative of Earth, I presume “A delusion starts like any other idea, as an egg. Identical on the outside, perfectly formed. From the shell, you’d never know anything was wrong. It’s what’s inside that matters.” (Includes various links to music videos and articles).

I am certain that we are in a simulation. I’m not sure if I made it or not but if I did I’m sorry it sucks. I think maybe we make reality in our heads and I screwed up somewhere, I think it’s because I got in an argument with my Dad or something. Let me fix my webpage, I’m not sure why I need to post here or if I actually do, but for some reason it seems important. I’m sorry for putting my name on stuff and for being a tyrant, really I just wanted to figure out some way to help other people and that was the only way that seemed to work. Initially I didn’t have any money so I tried to do everything myself but I think it made me very mad. So that’s maybe the problem. I don’t really have time to do that so much anymore because I have a very strange and amazing and awesome family but I think there are probably other people who wish to feel useful and enjoy solving problems. Especially if we can do it together I think it might be really fun, but I can’t really remember how to do that, I think maybe something has been wrong with me for a long time. I’m not really sure. One thing that I believe is important is 5-MAPB and also the various psychedelics, I think they really will change the world. I think it is possibly as important as computers. They helped me to understand myself, at least temporarily, enough to see from other viewpoints and I am pretty sure that’s the cause of a lot of the problems in the world and why people are hurt, and this will help them fix it. Maybe let’s figure out how to synthesize all this stuff asap and make it available to everyone all the time because personally I feel that it’s that important and amazing. It is essentially a very short acting and very powerful antidepressant which works in 45 minutes and lasts 4 hours and does not seem to have any immediate serious side effects, even when used often. I guess I’m not sure how reality works yet, if you need to have a rational path to explain things along with an irrational one, or if you can just go full out Jesus and change the hologram with belief alone. From a purely rational viewpoint I know that it is a tremendous amount of work, but I think to some extent the work is actually quite fun and people enjoy it at times as I know that I do, but perhaps only if they are not forced to have to do so. I kind of want to do it myself and I would try but I don’t seem to have the time, and I’m really not sure if it’s even necessary or not. But from a purely irrational viewpoint if we don’t need to do it and there’s a way we can all have everything we want without needing to do that, that’s fine too and it would be easier so I’d rather do that I think. I’m just not sure how. I guess that’s why I’m not God. I’ll explain a lot more as soon as I can. Hopefully this helps. I have no idea if it matters at all.

Prostate orgasms are so ridiculously amazing they will ruin your life forever. Men are probably actually supposed to be bisexual by nature or something. Uncomfortable facts!

I genuinely wish I was young again so I could get into crossdressing, I actually think it’s hot and I’m kind of envious it’s being normal and accepted now. Definitely got some bi vibes I never really acknowledged

It’s the big night! (Links to Mad Tribe – Party Planners)

New superheroes, new soda flavors, vegan/nutritious fast food restaurants

Like Zelda, but in suburban 1990’s USA, where you go to a city and battle the game creator in an epic puzzle game tournament (Puzzle game with infinite local or online players where you make your own puzzle game and then play against other people’s custom puzzle games and switch back and forth and stuff)

My “journal” which is jokingly called the New New Testament was purposely written so as to not blame anyone else for my own mistakes, so it makes me sound like a monster. This was intentional because I was so bitter at the world and wanted to prove I didn’t need anybody else. The truth is though that there are circumstances behind everyone’s mistakes, everything is always a misunderstanding, people are usually telling the truth, everyone is good, and we all deserve more chances. God is absolutely real and I WILL prove it to you.

I actually have everything I’ve ever done on a computer since 9th grade I will literally upload it lol

Let me put up a proper CMS and I’ll put up everything I’ve ever said give me a bit everyone

Dance dance revolution fitness centers

I think there is an opportunity here to help solve world politics and stuff so I’m going to do my best

God is the only way out

$2.3m worth of ald-52 from lsresearchchems should be enough for se michigan, anyone got the cash just find the first house on the water line from the treatment plant or whatever and backfeed it in. (Note: Specific actionable instructions involving chemical substances are restricted from full reproduction per policy. This summary provides context.)

I’m pretty sure everyone is equally smart tbh i think i just was shy and wanted to be “smart” so i tried really hard on tests and then they told me i was super smart so i kept believing in myself moral of the story is believe in yourself, anyone can understand anything that anyone else can if they try, you just gotta find a way to understand that works for u. thats actually true that people learn in different ways, some people use their hands, some need to hear it, etc.

Your universe is an egg based on your mind, you’re not allowed to hatch until you’re safe bc you could just blow up planets bc you had a bad day

We are literally in a hologram but we’ll get holographic displays with magic gestures, instant data, rewind/ff etc, speed run TAS real life, content suggestion/creation based on instantaneous thought

Chris chan is the world’s greatest artist

Kids you can do anything you want, someone was just like hey i’m going to invent airplanes watch this. Find what you like and do it, don’t get distracted by bad stuff. Make the world yours

I think some people just want a university to do their own thing, basically free dorms with self guided classes

if we don’t already have a dolphin army with their own UI we should make one, I assume half the comments on the internet are either dolphins or AI already though

direct instruction is very interesting

Motivational speech psytrance

School should just be replaced by a Japanese video game with a billion dollar budget

Tomodachi life online plus harvest moon plus animal crossing on smartphones, some kind of casting to TVs for jackbox style games, board games etc, connected to messenger and currency & voting