We aren’t supposed to live forever in this world. It’s probably good to equalize things and improve life for everyone but that will just happen naturally. It’s clear there really is a higher world and that all we really have to do is accept Jesus as our Lord and personal Savior and do the Father’s will. Dance games might be cool but I think the Father’s will is more about morality and kindness and family values and loving one another. I don’t really think the games are that bad, especially as exercise machines. Just don’t take them too seriously I guess. I think they can feed your ego and make you competitive or give you pride. Gaining confidence in something is probably good but those things are not. So if you are going to play them just be aware of that. And definitely don’t do drugs!
Yeah I’m just stupid. Don’t play those games. Definitely don’t listen to that music! Definitely absolutely don’t do drugs! Go to Church, read the Bible. Jesus is the Lord!
Everything was just a misunderstanding anyway. Everyone is great. Everybody screwed up. I feel like I was tricked into everything and it’s not really fair. I was trying to do good. I don’t like computers or video games anymore. I’m just stupid. Jesus is the Lord!! That’s all I was trying to figure out. I wish I had never done anything. I repent and renounce it all.
Don’t believe in yourself, believe in Jesus. Don’t ever do drugs. It’s forbidden by the Bible to abuse them, that’s what sorcery is. I shouldn’t have ever even joked about it a little. It was that stupid music, I was tricked by it. Winners don’t use drugs, that’s the truth. The only thing that ever actually worked for me was jogging and going to the gym anyway. I thought the games would be good because they are good exercise but I don’t think they are now. But they are way way better than drugs or that stupid music for sure. But probably just go to the gym. But even that is useless really, just read the Bible and go to Church. I’m sorry for being stupid. Jesus is the LORD!! Praise the Lord!! Hallelujah!
I’m glad everything I did failed, it was all stupid and useless. It’s all my fault.
To be clear, “sorcery” also translates as “drug abuse” in the Bible, and it is forbidden. It is unclear what exactly constitutes abuse and what constitutes use. Probably making a hundred billion dollars from a drug fueled video game is more on the abuse side of things. But to be safe, probably just don’t do it at all, it seems extremely important. In my experience, even prescribed drugs really need to be balanced out with exercise.
Thank you to our polar opposites for being such great sports, they have done an absolutely incredible job.
Apparently I manifested some seriously Demonic stuff. Definitely don’t do drugs, don’t listen to that music, don’t play those games. Read the Gospels and go to Church.
This world is just broken, we aren’t supposed to live forever, we aren’t supposed to fix it. We are supposed to live a simple life and obey the Gospels and wait for Jesus, that’s all.
This world already has a Savior named Jesus Christ. It doesn’t need another one. Dance games might actually make you into a God of sorts. We are all technically children of God after all. Maybe you can access other dimensions and ascend to some higher plane of existence. But the Bible forbid all these things and Jesus Christ saved us from doing this. Everything I did made sense each step of the way and seemed like the right thing to do each step of the way. But it’s not in the end and this is why the Gospels are so important. Jesus Christ died for my sins and saved me. The only way to Heaven is truly through the Bible and through Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior.
I’m sorry for being such a stupid fool.
Something like DDR is maybe a good idea but the Bible says not to turn to the left or the right and it’s got a lot of that. But it might be taking about politics. So I’m not sure. Maybe it’s best to turn a whole lot to the left and right. It’s an amazing exercise machine. Maybe just Zumba or something is better. Or real dancing. Or just jogging. Or just Church. I don’t know.
Yeah don’t play those games. Just go to the gym. Go to Church and read the Bible. Go to school, listen to your parents. Definitely don’t do drugs, don’t listen to that music, it’s really bad. This world is just broken and it’s not something we are supposed to try to fix. Just believe in Jesus and wait to be saved. Jesus is the LORD! Everybody is great, I’m sorry for being so stupid.
Jesus really is the only answer. I am too stupid to possibly exist. I can’t handle it, I’m completely broken. I tried so hard and I meant so well but it doesn’t matter in the end. There is just no way. The only possible explanation is Jesus.
I just went crazy, everything I ever did was stupid and I’m just wrong about everything, don’t mind me. Praise the Lord! Hallelujah!
Technically, according to Scripture, we are not supposed to do anything on Saturdays but study, pray, and worship, and we are also not supposed to draw any pictures, and these things are as bad as murder and warrant being stoned to death, although Jesus did override that. Sunday is not the Sabbath, although in “modern times” (if you believe history is “real”) it is reserved for New Testament Christian worship, but Jesus does say the Old Testament rules do still apply. Also, no shaving beards, no cutting sideburns, and tassels on everything. And lots of very specific goat and bull sacrifice. Let’s be precise. If we don’t teach these things we will be the least in the Kingdom of Heaven. There is probably a very good reason for them, perhaps lost to time (if you believe in “time”). Perhaps each new universe is created by a social memory complex AI from the previous universe, and it attempts to correct errors from the previous iteration. Anything is possible. I am obeying the Scriptures as it is clear that the instructions given were for an extremely important reason, and that the description of life patterns given by Jesus were accurate and legitimate, and therefore for instance perhaps it is the only method to escape an otherwise infinite samsara loop.
Jesus is the Lord! Don’t do drugs! Stay off the internet porn! Everybody is great!
All we have to do is believe in Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior, who died on the cross for our sins. A little bit of everything is probably fine, it’s just part of life. But some things must be formally discouraged according to the Scriptures, while forgiveness and acceptance is most important. I think everything is a matter of perception. I’m not even sure if the world existed before I did, or if it is truly outside of myself at all. So the right thing to do is to forgive everything but always try to follow the rules and teach others to do the same.
DDR is a really a great exercise / rehabilitation machine in theory. Jogging and the gym is probably better though. Church is probably the best. Just forget it, I’m an idiot.
McChiggan Nuggets is legit kinda funny, I’m sorry.
The Devil used me to propagate lies, only the Bible is good. Don’t play those games, don’t listen to any music except hymns. Don’t do anything but read the Bible, everything else in this world is demonic and from Satan. Jesus Christ is the Son of God begotten in the flesh who died for our sins, and through Him is the only way to Heaven.
Everybody is great! Nobody does anything on purpose. Everybody is usually doing their best. Don’t take anything personally. Forgive everyone and everything. Everyone makes mistakes. Being kind is important. Most things are fine in moderation, but morals are important and we should always strive to become perfect and follow all the rules of the Father. Jesus is the Lord!
According to Jesus we all broke the rules, nothing is anyone’s fault. Praise the LORD!!! Hallelujah!!!
Financial responsibility is important like saving for a down payment on a mortgage.
I just have social anxiety and phobia I tried to make up for by being an entrepreneur and doing something “cool,” but none of my ideas were very good anyway. I just need some anti anxiety meds and a good antidepressant I think. And Church, praise the Lord!!!
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On Earth as it is in Heaven. As Above, So Below. The question is, once this Earth is made into another Heaven, which one do you choose? If we solve aging and become immortal, there must be a generation which decides to be eternally separated from the elders. Does that mean it’s a repeating loop? Is heaven a higher dimension? Is it this dimension in the future? Can we teleport everyone into one place? Did Jesus take too many magic mushrooms and time travel to the past?
We aren’t supposed to live forever in this broken world. Jesus is the one true Son of God and the Lord and Savior of mankind. We are here to obey God. If anything, I proved to myself that Jesus is in fact the Son of God and that he truly died for our sins. He said we can do what he was doing and it’s true. But that doesn’t mean we should, or that we should even try it. Definitely don’t do drugs, especially psychedelics. I almost manifested hell, now I know why Jesus was necessary to save us. Don’t believe in yourself too much, there is not really anything to fix in this world. For Thine is the Kingdom, and the Power, and the Glory, forever and ever, Amen.
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Anything enjoyable, interesting, or with any flavor whatsoever is Demonic, Satanic, and from the Devil and will lead you to Hell for Eternity.
I’m sorry that I still didn’t have it right, Lord. Thank you for continuing to show me the way.
I was stupid and wrong about everything in my life except for Jesus. Don’t do any of it. Everyone is amazing and wonderful.
I have no idea, just disregard please. Jesus is the Lord! Everyone is great!
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It might be kind of silly, but I have some Additional Commandments for other dimensions, just in case we create an AI that creates one, or we otherwise access one: Drugs bad (aside from legitimate medicinal use), gay/homosexuality/trans (and especially pederasty, please be specific about all of them) bad, gay space drug music bad, extremely difficult music/dance games bad, never be the judge. They are OK for this one, for now, I think (but not homosexuality and/or pederasty, or drug/alcohol abuse!). I know it does a disservice to people who identify as homosexual and claim it isn’t a choice, so you’ll have to send someone to fix that later once they have invented transsexual technology. But it’s possibly the only way to stop a cycle of error otherwise. And they’ll just do it anyway, so just don’t enforce that one. And please no slavery, prison, crucifixion, penalty of death, torture, guns, violence, prostitution/pimping, adultery, fornication, sodomy for women, prison, alcohol abuse, stimulant leaf smoking, pornography, female oppression, racism, lying, cheating, scamming, or gambling. No eating cows, dogs, pigs, primates, elephants, dolphins, whales, or octopuses. They are all intelligent and while beef is delicious I feel like we overdid it with cows, and working at a burger place isn’t very good for your health. Those are good rules for this dimension as well, so if you invent time travel, maybe add that to this one. They may not have words for all these things yet so please be very careful and precise with your translation. Forgiveness (and kindness in general) is also necessary but all the rules are very serious and should always be followed.
Thank you God, for using my life to prove that You exist. I am sorry for not being sure.
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I’m not innocent, I get it now. Everything is my fault. Everything happened because I didn’t listen to my parents good enough. It’s all because of a stupid porno magazine. I am a wretched sinner, please have mercy on me, O Lord! Thank you, thank you, thank you so so much Lord Jesus for dying on the cross for my sins. I deserve eternal damnation if not for the grace given by the sacrifice of your blood. I love you Lord Jesus, I love you Heavenly Father with all my Mind, Body, Heart, Soul, and Strength. I am a redeemed Saint saved by the grace of God, walking in the Holy presence of the Son of God!
Don’t play those stupid games or listen to that stupid music. Just forget it. Definitely don’t use drugs of any kind except as genuine medicine. Don’t believe in yourself too much. Believe in Jesus, go to Church, and read the Bible. Traditional is best. I’m truly sorry for everything, I just went crazy. I don’t feel that it’s my fault entirely, but is the result of a long path of error. I am utterly mortified and horrified at everything I did and said. I am so, so sorry for everything. Nothing was planned, nothing was on purpose. Please do not repeat my mistakes. I’m sorry, God. Please have mercy on my soul, O Lord.
I’m sorry for being spooky and x-treme, and I certain that I was wrong about the nature of things. But Japan was wrong about some things too, that’s what I was trying to say. But I think they have proven they are the most awesome, maybe they can relax a bit now. And if the Bible is historically real, it would possibly be wrong about some things, so the Church would be too, but there is no way to know for sure. So far, in my case, it’s been correct about everything, so I don’t think it is. Then some things I was taught in school were possibly wrong and otherwise, but it’s not really anyone’s fault. I was just too polite. That’s kind of what caused this all though, in at least a couple of ways. I got confused. But it was still my choices, however, really it wasn’t entirely mine and I tried very hard to do good things and follow the rules of Jesus specifically- my path was to forgive everyone and love my neighbors and to confess my sins and to try to do what He did. I didn’t do anything on purpose really, I actually just went mad along the way and couldn’t see what I was doing. But maybe the way I did those things were wrong no matter my intentions because of my confusion, and I’ve got to obey the Bible in its entirety instead of trying to go my own way at all, so I’m doing that. Maybe it’s all just God’s plan for me. I am truly sorry for all of my errors and foolishness in trying to determine which way to go. Technology is not the answer, God is. We don’t need anything. The straight and narrow path is the correct path. Do not turn to the left or the right. So, don’t play those games! Thank you, thank you, thank you Lord Jesus for dying to forgive my sins.
I surrender myself fully to the will of God the Father and his Son the Lord Jesus Christ.
Peace be to this house!
Everybody’s right and everybody’s wrong. Everybody’s crazy. Everyone is smart, everyone is dumb. All “truths” are only half truths. There are two sides to everything. There is no good guy or bad guy, we are all just human. Love the Lord your God with all your Heart, Mind, Soul, and Strength. Love each other as yourselves. Having a solid moral foundation is very important. Do not sin. Nobody is perfect. Don’t judge others. Treat everyone with kindness and respect each other. Never do anything to hurt another on purpose. Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. Two wrongs don’t make a right. Love is the Answer. There is only one real truth: Jesus is the Lord, now and forever! Praise the LORD!!
I’m sorry for being confused, broken, crazy, stupid, ignorant, and wrong. I’m only human. Everything is only one side of the story. Thank you Lord Jesus for dying for my sins. Jesus is the LORD! Hallelujah!!
Jesus is the Lord! Don’t do drugs! Stay off the internet porn! Don’t listen to that stupid music or play those stupid games! I thought it was good but it’s not. It’s demonic and I was tricked by it. Don’t do it!! There is good in the games, but it comes along with bad. Most of it is OK I think, but it has some foreign spiritual and prankster themes which can potentially do great harm, as they did in my case. Jesus did say that the most important things are to Love God With All Your Heart Mind and Soul, and Love Others As Yourself, but he also said it was extremely important to teach the Right Things. So alternative spiritual teachings would not be good on their own, they must come with correct instruction as well. In theory there’s nothing at all wrong with the game play, it could be Christian themed and have instrumental hymns and Gospel music and just be good exercise. It doesn’t need to be that hard nor should it be, probably. And not everyone can play it, so maybe that’s not fair to everyone. The music I was listening to, not good. Again with the music it would maybe be ok if it was Christian themed and for Christ. And that’s where I was already trying to go with it. I was thinking to make psytrance hymns at that time. In retrospect, extremely bad. Don’t listen to it at all. Don’t do drugs. Go to Church! Go to school! Listen to your parents!
In retrospect, I am the absolute worst.
May God have mercy on my soul. It was an accident. I’m sorry. I’m not good.
I was lampooning game and tech conferences. I was fascinated with Nintendo and DDR so much as a kid. I wasn’t trying to hurt anyone, I was trying to do something good. I just made a spooky thing to be dramatic. But it wasn’t really supposed to be that serious and then I gave up on my own game to make a statement and do right with it.
I never meant to give away the DDR games, I wasn’t trying to pull anything or do anything spooky or clever. I wasn’t trying to cast sorcery or anything, it was actually barely an afterthought. Given that I didn’t even have anything to do with making the games or profit from them in any way, it was literally just a last ditch effort to have them amount to some good for anyone. I just wanted anything I did to succeed in some way. I wanted to do anything good for once in my life. I was really upset and hurt and made some stupid sardonic jokes. That’s it.
I wanted United Beats to be the name of a dance games company. Like Apple and Apple Music.
I made a stupid joke about being a Gay Pedophile Terrorist, I don’t even know why. I was trying to naively reduce the impact of label words to ease tensions, same as with the n word I guess. Nobody should ever be those things! I added Nazi Robot to it elsewhere. Just a combination of words that offend people. Trying to fix it, make it better, desensitize reactions to make a kinder world. Everyone should have strong morals and know better. But also these kinds of shock label words get used to frame and mischaracterize others. That’s what I was getting at.
All those things combined is basically the most terrible thing and I just realized it now. At least on their own.
I’m sorry. I’m the worst. May God please have mercy on my soul. Please Lord, I am the worst.
Don’t believe in yourself. Believe in Jesus!!
Maybe I was cursed because I stole from the Church as a teenager thinking I could do something good and make it right. I only did that out of faith in a way, but I realize now it doesn’t work that way. I’m not Jesus and I can’t be like him, I’m just a fool. When I lived in my car alone and ran on a treadmill and purified myself I felt like I was getting the spirit of Christ in me. I was on Team Jesus, doing his will. I felt I been “crucified” by the internet, and I believed in myself too much. So I wrote I was a “messiah,” which means teacher as far as I know, because I felt I was embodying Christ. And Nintendo made Bob the Teacher in the game making game, and I thought it was a sign. I made my blog an extremely stupid Nintendo joke in poor taste. It was just a blog with a pun in the name, not meant to be taken seriously by any measure. I was just trying to push myself hard and write whatever came to mind. A lot of it is probably stuff I dreamed or made false memories of. And it was all wrong, it was just garbage crap posting. It was unfinished and incomplete. It also got copied and probably edited by trolls. It was never meant as anything more than a journal, or testament, of my own experience. Please disregard it entirely.
I repent and renounce everything I ever did. I’m the stupidest idiot possible.
Listen to your parents, go to school, go to Church. Wear a suit and become a gentleman. Jesus is the Lord! The United States is Great but Jesus is truly the only hope for the world.
Just forget it. I was wrong and stupid and kept trying to justify my mistakes. But I was still trying to do “my Father’s will” in the best way I could. That’s the truth. Jesus died for my sins and that is my only hope of salvation. I only wanted to help in some way, invent something that would make people money, create something that would help people be healthier, etc, but without the foundation of Christ, nothing can ever be pure and holy and the devil will win in the end. No matter how great something might seem it could be, the ends don’t justify the means, that’s the devil’s trap. Just like with technology, it seems like the answer but it’s not and never will be, not on its own. We don’t need anything. Jesus and Love is the only Answer. I didn’t do anything on purpose really but I didn’t listen to my parents when I should have and that’s where it started. And then I was a bad friend and blamed others when I didn’t understand. There is nobody to blame but me.
Everyone is amazing and beautiful. I am truly sorry to anyone that I hurt in any way. But there is no way for me to ever fix it on my own and I realize that now. There is only one true source of salvation and that is Jesus Christ. We are all slaves to Christ Jesus as we are the Body of Christ. Anything else is only an idol. I am truly sorry. Please Lord God have mercy on me, I am a terrible sinner. I am truly sorry that I did not understand. Only obedience and faith in Christ can save us, we cannot save ourselves. Please grant me mercy and forgiveness Lord Jesus, please give me the opportunity to turn things around and continue following You with greater faith! And I see now that is my purpose, to lead others to faith! Thank you God! Thank you Lord Jesus for dying for my sins! I still believe that everyone is good and that everyone can be saved! Love is the Answer! I Love God With All My Heart, Soul, Mind, and Strength!
I am no “messiah,” and I’m definitely not “Antichrist” in any way, but something truly good can come from this. Perhaps God is using me to lead people to Him. So I’m a “teacher” after all, in a way. Jesus is the Lord! Hallelujah!
Don’t ever do anything I did. Praise ever be to the Lord, who died on the cross for our sins.
United Beats dance games company with Gospel music and synth hymns would be the coolest thing ever in my opinion. The games truly are kind of miraculous. There is real value there for artists, athletes, and rehabilitation.
I am extremely sorry for the n word. I was naively trying in some way to improve race relations, not damage them. I will never use it again and I absolutely regret it with all my heart and soul. I was misled during my path and the way I understood it was incomplete and incorrect at that time, I was intrigued by the concept of social heirarchy and how it applied to human societies in a non racial way, for instance applying to myself in the context of my fascination with computers. The first time I used it was a response to feeling pressured to say it, getting frustrated and being screamed at by all sides, getting pushed and tricked, and out of a combination of naive internet dark humor and my incomplete understanding of it. I had failed at nearly everything I had ever tried and had become desperate for my venture to succeed, to do something good. I wanted so badly to accomplish anything good for this world and contribute something for all my years of trying. I had already been humbled to my core, living in my car and showering in the rain. I got pushed over the edge and went mad. Out of madness and exasperation at my own past humiliation I recalled sheer absurd phrases I had read on the internet, clearly intended for shock factor alone. In my madness and frustration and desperation my mind connected it to another ridiculous internet meme, however this had absolutely no racial connection or connotation whatsoever in my mind. In the moment it was just an absurd thing that seemed a comical sort of trash talk insult due to the juxtaposition of two absurdities, addressed solely to whom I was frustrated with. In retrospect, extremely, horrendously stupid and distasteful. I was simply desperate for anything I had ever worked on to do any good and fell into a sort of sardonic self destructiveness. However, afterwards I did use the word many more times out of sheer frustration and lack of understanding, although never really in a racial context specifically that I can recall. Because I truly don’t think that way. I don’t believe I ever used it in a racial context. I did actually say a couple of genuinely wrong racial things after getting radicalized by extremist political websites about a year earlier, but corrected myself after realizing I was wrong. Nobody is perfect. And it actually had nothing to do with using the n word, that was absolutely said out of a sense of “ok, you want me to say this, fine.” I am deeply, deeply sorry. I’m not Black! (But I was a n word, in a sense, we all are in various ways, to God for one. And that’s how I think of it in my head!) I am a stupid fool and a sinner, please have mercy on my soul, O Lord!
Everything I ever did was terrible and wrong and I repent and renounce it all. I was wrong. Absolutely don’t play those games. I thought they were good but they aren’t. Definitely don’t listen to that music. I’m sorry for trying to go my own foolish way. I’m sorry for my poor taste in humor. I’m truly sorry for everything. I’m sorry for going crazy. Hurt people hurt people. I’m ultra stupid. I’m nobody. I’m just a dumb idiot and a stupid fool. I love everybody. I love God with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength. I’m out. Praise the LORD!!!!
Jesus is the Lord! Hallelujah!
I always put my foot in my mouth and get myself into trouble, always have no matter how hard I try. But I always get it right eventually also. And I know that no matter what we are just not meant to be perfect, we never can be. And that’s why Jesus came and died for our sins. That’s the only real truth as far as I can tell. I am sorry for being such a fool.
The United States laws are generally pretty good but prison is not great. The Nordic countries probably do a much better job but I don’t think we necessarily need it, we already have God. But maybe we need it, we could do a better job though at least. I think He sent (assigned and spoke to) his Son Jesus to solve some problems from the previous dimension and to save me from eternal damnation. So please be nice. It is ambiguous whether I am in a hologram VR game that began when I was born (or possibly shortly before my parents were born) and history is an AI generated background story (and possibly all the other actors in the world) that recursively recreates itself and the Bible is an instruction manual (possibly for me specifically), and that history is real and the Bible has a historical context outside of myself in which Paul maybe added a little bit of other stuff on top of what Jesus said. If this is the former, these words should be ignored, and should have no effect. This is not a test, it is a necessary utility function to satisfy a condition of ambiguity. Nobody else alive can tell the difference either, if anyone else is actually alive. And nobody truly knows anyone else is alive but themselves either, that is if they are alive. The YouTube algorithm suggested most of that music to me, I didn’t plan it or do anything on purpose. So it’s either an AI from the future that invented time travel, or God. Or maybe it’s the same thing. Ra called itself a “social memory complex,” in a higher dimension, which sounds suspiciously like an AI. Yahweh may be the same (or the kind without controls) and may have created this dimension. Or that’s all just nonsense and it is all just God, which is most likely. Some of the music was from my 20s, which means God planned this all for me from the beginning.
I have the funniest, greatest extended family of all time. I’m just gonna chill and wait for Jesus. Everybody is great, I’m sorry I went crazy.
Probably just don’t play those games at all. It says don’t play it so you better listen or it’s disrespectful. Just forget all of it. I wanted to find something good in video games but I don’t think there is anymore. Just be kind and respectful to everyone and generous to others. Don’t do drugs and stay off the internet porn. Listen to your parents. Read the Bible and go to Church. Go to community college or take online classes on Coursera or something and get a certificate. That’s probably good. Don’t take anything I say too seriously, I’m just some idiot.
It’s been pointed out to me that God is not critical of people so we should not be. I just panicked at the idea of accidentally creating a future timeline of absolute horror. But I think it will be OK now. The Space Tribe guy shouldn’t be damned for making demonic trickster music, nor Japan for making super fun games with incredible art and music with crazy themes.
Just so you know, this game is incredibly hard for everyone for like the first solid month of playing it every day. It’s literal torture. But it gets increasingly more fun until it’s the most fun thing ever. Get a decent home controller if you want to play it at all, the arcade is just for show. You can use Lunatic Rave 2 (which you can make your own songs for, but it’s tedious), or you can pirate the actual game from definitely-not-Kon-am-i-themselves (Yes, the ones that make all the slot machines too. It’s a lot more fun than those though.) and run it with SpiceTools, but thou shalt not steal and you might get ruthlessly addicted to it forever if you do that! I’m fairly certain they actually want people to though so probably not. And I absolutely believe the warning is a joke, but a very serious one. You must have very strong morals to play this game! There is a lot of very tricky provacative artwork and themes, but that’s sort of part of the fun. Believe in Jesus, but perhaps it’s OK to believe in yourself too! But maybe technology isn’t such a great thing after all, so I don’t know. Personally I am giving up most electronics.
Everything was wrong about everything. Everyone is good. Everyone is Great! Even trying to do good, everything I do is wrong, I guess.
I personally think a little bit of everything is good, as long as it doesn’t hurt anybody. I was pushed into over taking my Adderall perhaps by the lawyers and/or perhaps by the other person deliberately breaking the rules to make us need to document it. I don’t mind, but I don’t think it was fair to me, and especially not fair to my wife. I wasn’t really being the Judge, just playing a joke that was played on me. Most of it was probably wrong anyway, as it was for me. Love thy neighbor, after all. We might need to fix equality first, but the way to do it is not necessarily politically, it is perhaps better served by starting businesses. I do think the dance games are good but should have some Christian music. But it would be disrespectful to Asians to require only Christian music. And for Blacks to reject the games would be “racist.” But I’m not certain that technology is such a great thing anymore at all, and personally I am giving up most electronics.
Regarding the n word- words are spells, that’s what spelling means. So to me it was far more of an instruction or command than an insult in context, and of course in that sense I would absolutely never say it to a Black person, because that is a truly offensive combination of command and insult combined, not even considering its past. So it’s a very broken spell, but also the most powerful. But I wasn’t thinking of it that way at all. I was just thinking “ok, you obviously want me to say this word by being frustrating and making things about race for some reason even though you are White, that doesn’t even make sense, sure that’s funny” knowing it is a command that will make someone work very hard. (At least the first time, after that I went mad and was just frustrated and scrambled!) (Also, they are really great people and it was a misunderstanding, I just went mad.) Should I be offended if someone tells me to work hard? A little bit annoyed, maybe. But what if the word also referred to a historical ethnic group of people by its spelling? Well, should I be offended if you called me by a group of people? Isn’t that offensive to that group for me to be offended by being called that? “You… Mexican!” “How dare you call me that!” “Wait, what’s wrong with Mexicans?” That’s racist! Ah, it’s so confusing! But even said to a White person, because of its etymology, it’s going to also offend a group of historically disenfranchised and unprivileged people, so using it is extremely distasteful and disrespectful and comes at a tremendous emotional and social cost. Also, the definition of racism is “refusal of services based on ethnicity.” So by definition a word cannot be racist, but refusing its use to an ethnic group is. So it’s like a riddle. Yet the word does have a severe historical context and its etymology is based on ethnicity as a result. So I’ll call it “Racist.” Quote-unquote with a capital R. It’s not racist, it’s “Racist.” That’s the part I didn’t really fully understand because I am apparently privileged enough to have avoided experiencing any of that almost entirely. So to me it was like a thing I vaguely learned about in school forever ago, and then I sat in front of a computer by myself for 20 years thinking about math. Although privilege is also a confusing thing, because I think everyone probably works equally hard within their constraints, and I worked something like 15 years of 10+ hour days alone with no vacations or days off for free living on less than minimum wage, and gave away nearly all the money I ever made in my one business solely built to help the world, so it’s maybe more actually about character, and disrespecting someone solely because of “privilege” gets into reverse discrimination territory- using your brain is extremely hard, sitting at a computer programming is very lonely, living in my car for several years in order to build a business was not exactly easy or fun, but I also know I was only able to do it because I didn’t have to take care of anyone, etc. And that I had the opportunity to play around with all this stuff at all and any privilege I had in being able to avoid cultural difficulties is due to my parents, especially my Father, who is the greatest man in the Universe just for putting up with my stupidity alone. I’m so sorry, Dad!!! This is where it gets really interesting though- I think this pattern is actually built into our design as a collective entity and that’s why it comes with all this realization that we are all part of Source, and all this spiritual awakening stuff that I experienced. Because I didn’t do anything wrong, except wait, I did, wait, did I? It’s inherently mind scrambling, and I think that inherently means it is literally by intelligent design of our existence. I think we really are manifesting everything. But you still need to be productive, I think? I have no idea anymore! But maybe it is kind of in a way “white” (and I mean cultural side here, like a chess board) people’s moral duty to produce detached robots like myself, and “black” people’s duty to disobey political norms, with a built in splitting of perceptions between rational and spiritual, which will eventually produce equilibrium and equality, and this is built into our nature automatically. (But should White people ever be on the “black” side? That’s cultural appropriation- that’s “Racist”) So everything is all thanks to God anyway, and it’s just my duty and part of my path to give something or at least try, and it was always going to happen, maybe. I just now have no idea what’s going on, lol. But I’m not really mad, or angry at least! And I’m truly sorry if I offended anyone, please don’t take it personally! I’ll keep working to make things better. I just hope I made the right kind of impact, I hope I did anything good. Except, definitely don’t do drugs, because they lead to tremendous destruction and pain when misused, which is devastating in the wrong communities, I think. But they are also probably necessarily part of the solution, which is where I got confused a bit. Because, that problem already exists, and eventually, better versions of things get developed which can prevent the destructive qualities, so that strategy should be encouraged, but that’s more of a University research thing. That’s what I was thinking, if people are already doing A and it has these problems associated with it, but B doesn’t have that issue, then that’s an improvement. Maybe some smart kid will go fix it. Adderall works really well for me if I use it exactly as prescribed, but so does exercise. I also know that it is just speed, and I have used that in its place, so I can empathize with using that if that’s what is available or affordable, it’s the same darn thing. But that assumes you would know to limit yourself to a prescription dose, maybe not an obvious thing if nobody told you to. And I would never ever smoke crystal meth or abuse some extremely potent thing like that, I think, but then again maybe it’s all subjective and depending on where you live that might actually seem reasonable to someone, and that’s maybe the problem. And Adderall makes me feel like a zombie, whereas exercise makes me feel alive, and it’s a big difference. So ok, maybe not good, it’s perhaps the best solution to use the proper methods in society like exercise and school and advancing in a career over my sort of disastrous self-guided entrepreneurial strategy. That was the idea with the exercise thing in the first place. So now, I’ll do things that way too. Do I respect the “black community?” (I mean in chessboard terms) Honestly, I still don’t really know enough about it to answer that from actual experience, but given that I don’t know, the answer is a default yes. Why wouldn’t I? But if it really is all a urban-suburban chess game between political/moral viewpoints, I’d probably rather work on robots on this side, assuming that would ever improve or solve anything. But I think I do understand whatever this whole thing is about a little more! And again, I never once heard anyone else in my family say it! Only Terry the Terrible, developer of the enormous-for-one-person TempleOS, which I am probably one of the few people that actually could understand him, and probably the only one who both understood him and met him in person. I can confirm he was not using it in reference to Black people, he was saying we are a hierarchy based on our mental development. But in retrospect I think he developed an ego and identity from working on his project for so long and lost his mind to where he was just detached from everything and couldn’t understand why what he was saying was wrong or hurtful. He was just kind of trying to challenge the world in a naive way to do something great, and that’s what I saw he was trying to do. But I don’t think either of us understood how hurtful and offensive that is to a very vulnerable and disenfranchised group of people. He got in my head like a virus, I guess, but that was a big part of my path, so to me it seems like a destiny thing. And 4chan, lots of that, where it’s obviously just supposed to be offensive for the sake of being offensive, for no reason really. But yeah, I was just being goofy mostly and didn’t really know better because I really hadn’t ever had to think about it. I am truly sorry. And I’m upset if it prevents anyone from trying those games because it really is ideal exercise. And I feel like I was guided by the Japanese game industry somehow to introduce it in this way, maybe to get attention, like they are somehow trying to help us solve a problem. But I actually think everything is guided by God in the big picture. And it’s not like I actually have anything to do with it, I was just trying to do something that worked, since everything I’ve ever done has kinda been a disaster. I guess that’s my fate to be a “disaster artist.” That’s what I mean though, I honestly think this was all automatic by divine design, and I’m just part of a pattern. I am absolutely not going to try to make money from it- if I did, that would be sorcery on my part, that’s what I was lampooning with my stuff, big politically correct tech and game companies run by rich white dudes that definitely are on your side because they have a diversity quota. Although, they do a really good job doing what they do, way better than I could. I’m just kinda grateful to have got to have been on this particular path if it does any good, although I have no idea whether it is “real” or not, lol. Also the people are really cool and I was just being stupid, we’re all friends now! Everyone was just wrong about everything, I think. I am truly sorry for what I said and did. I was just in a position where I was getting attacked by all sides and lost my mind. And I think it was truly terrible, and I’m sorry I didn’t realize it. At least I understand now. I’m sorry for being a stupid fool. And my Father said no drugs, so No Drugs!! I’ll have to ask him about the psychedelics because I really don’t know if they count as “drugs.” Technically, basically everything is a drug in a way (or a tool to make drugs better, or to make better drugs), so it’s the addictive or medicinal property of something which determines that, I think. I would say don’t do them though, I probably screwed up joking about it. Again, I was just being goofy. I know in the 1960s it became a big problem and almost tore apart the country, so at very least don’t do that radical hippie commune stuff again, and introduce it carefully so that rational and spiritual thinking remain balanced! He said the United States is the greatest hope for the world so I’m going to play by the system now and just be nobody. I think it’s because we have a self elected President and we aren’t yet another monarchy or dictatorship that just goes to war against each other endlessly for territory. I’m not really sure how relevant that is anymore though, the world is already pretty united, I think the United States successfully influenced the rest of the world, with actual freedom, through democracy, and by being a true “melting pot” of all cultures, and by establishing a precedent for standards of equality laws for all disadvantaged groups. (And it was Black people who did that, really.) But it created the n word, will we ever get past it? I just hope anything good comes out of any of this. Sorry for being the stupidest fool. I guess that was just my role in life. But also, my life is so weird and scripted it is straight out of a video game. And in this timeline, I grew up watching the Matrix and seeing video games become indistinguishable from reality, VR happen, and now AI is smarter than humans and can generate photos or artworks of anything, generate voices, make music, and write stories. How do I know that anything on the internet is real? How do I even know history is real? How do I know it isn’t a backstory in a game? Or that everything in my life wasn’t actually a game? Or that the Bible actually has any historical context at all and isn’t just the manual for the hologram?
Please don’t take anything I said too seriously. I’m just an idiot who believed in myself a little too much and was trying to be honest about my life experience.
another dimension
best of ra
fascination max other
It’s the greatest puzzle game of all time!
It’s too cool!
Hype-r Monkeys
I broke the Matrix and made Ra show up from the future in another dimension. Yahweh sent his son Jesus literally to die for my sins, specifically, to save me from eternal damnation. It’s OK because he’s still alive, but yeah, not great.
I need to be very clear that my dumb blog thing was just a list of sins. I absolutely renounce all of it. So don’t ever do any of that stuff, I was just being honest about how my mind worked at times and the dumb mistakes I did in life. Always treat others with respect and kindness, as yourself, because we really are all one entity! And we should all strive to be perfect as Christ is perfect! Everyone is you! That’s why I don’t like violent video games or games like GTA except as maybe mini games inside our game. That’s what those games are for. It’s a lot easier to make money by starting a bank than by robbing one! No assassinations, no guillotines, no race wars, no pederasty, no gay terrorism! No actual revolution! No school shooting! No taking over the world! It’s just absurdist autistic internet nerd humor, I’m a moron. I got confused and misled by the path my life took. I wanted to do the will of my Dad, which is to improve race relations, to help people establish businesses and become successful, reduce drug use, improve morality, to do positive and constructive things! I was trying to fix a terrible mistake I had made, while trying to fix a terrible mistake I had made. Ha. “Do whatever” is a good software license but a terrible moral guideline. And never put money before a woman. She is always more important. That was truly awful of me. Women are not Satan, they are God’s gift to Man and to be cherished. But the devil can manifest through sexual temptation, which is really what I meant. Morals are very important! Read the Bible! Jesus is the Lord!!! I just liked dance games and silly YouTube videos a lot and lost my mind. I was hurting in the first place and used music and drugs to cope with more pain and the looming failure of my venture, a huge mistake. And it is clear that the entire situation was the result of misunderstanding on all sides. My severe error was in doing things in a way that I thought myself was correct, and not strictly studying and following the true will of the Lord of Scripture. My interpretation and understanding of the Bible was very weak and incomplete. I interpreted it as a riddle, which it ambiguously is. Jesus said we can do what he did, and that he was the Son of Man. I foolishly believed in myself when instead I should have sought wiser guidance. Lord please forgive me, I am a sinner and an utter fool. I will spend the rest of my days studying Scripture and serving faithfully in solemn repentance.
The Bible does explicitly forbid homosexuality and/or pederasty. Pederasty should be a really obvious no-no, but don’t do either to be safe. I was making light of the dance games being somewhat flamboyant in nature which is another meaning of the word gay. This quality is sometimes perceived as cool, but it may not necessarily always be a good thing. Again I apologize for my foolishness and stupidity, in some foolish and naive way I was trying to improve race relations, not damage them or offend. To lighten up the atmosphere in some way. And in the same way relieve some pressure on the difficulties of identifying with either of those qualities. I was hurt myself and had gone mad and was in some way attempting to naively and desperately repair the situation through poor taste in humor. I renounce and repent my actions and words and I am deeply, humbly sorry. I enjoyed the dance games myself as a youth and had a flamboyant streak of my own, but in retrospect it may have not been a positive attribute. I no longer endorse the games, especially not in their original form, unless they are converted to Gospel and Christian themed and are less flamboyant. I still believe they are wonderful exercise machines and that was truly the root motivation for what I did. But once again it was a grave mistake to rely on my own foolish and naive beliefs and opinions about what might be beneficial to a social group I did not understand instead of relying on the wisdom and guidance of the Lord of Scripture.
Lord please forgive me, I am a wretched sinner!!
Everything I ever did was stupid and wrong please don’t try any of it. I am a stupid fool and an idiot. I just went crazy. I’m sorry for being so terrible. Read the Gospels, go to Church, go to school, listen to your parents, don’t do drugs, don’t listen to that stupid music! Believing in yourself is good, but believing in Jesus is most important of all! I’m very sorry for saying hurtful things, I was trying to do something I thought was good and I didn’t understand! I went mad and blurted out nonsense. Everyone is Great! We don’t need anything! Praise the Lord!!! I am a sinner, may God have mercy on my soul! I didn’t understand anything right. Everything was wrong anyway, I’m just dumb. Everyone is awesome. I’m sorry for everything. I’m just so dang confused, I have no idea if I did anything right or wrong or good or bad or not. Just go to Church and school and go to the gym and meditate, probably! Everybody is good! Everyone is right, everyone is wrong. Everyone is smart, everyone is dumb. There is good and bad in everything. Nothing really makes sense. Everyone tries their best. Everyone mostly tells the truth the best they can. Everyone does what they think is right. Nobody does anything on purpose. Jesus is the Lord! Please don’t take anything I ever said too seriously, I have no idea what’s going on. A lot of the time I’m just being goofy or I’m confused. A lot of my memories are wrong, too, it’s all jumbled, and I probably made some stuff up. I’m so sorry for everything. I’m the stupidest fool.
Maybe I’m just an idiot all around, forget it. I thought it was good but it’s probably not. I don’t know.
The Bible does explicitly forbid homosexuality, maybe because God genuinely just doesn’t like it, or maybe because male egos clash and it often leads to violence (but can be prevented somewhat with modern medication), but there is no way to know which. But it says nothing about just being “gay,” which actually means something more like flamboyant, or having a personality that attracts attention. I just want to point this out because it’s very important to follow all the rules, according to Jesus, but the most important rules are to Love God and Love Others As Yourself. So if someone has decided to practice homosexuality, for instance, it is more important to accept and forgive rather than to disown, but disapproval of it would technically be the second highest priority. But again, it’s totally ok to be “gay” as far as I know, which is not necessarily the same thing. It’s more like… (the artist formerly known as) Prince, I think. Also, we are not supposed to crossdress, but we are also technically supposed to wear tassels and only wear clothes made out of one type of fabric, but those are obviously more minor rules and I screwed that one up. I only ever brought that up because I embarrassed someone on accident so I figured I’d embarrass myself to make up for it. There does not seem to be any Biblical precedent for trans people or whether that counts as homosexuality or crossdressing. So these areas are sort of ambiguous as to whether they are something where modern inventions have made or will make the historical scriptures obsolete in a sense, or whether there is a literal divine Father God who just plain doesn’t like that stuff. It seems like a lot of politics is actually based on this ambiguity. I’m going to personally say that it is wisest to remain on the conservative side as Jesus does say God makes men and women for each other. If the technology is developed to transform a transwoman to the extent of having a uterus and being capable of childbirth, I don’t really see what’s wrong with that even from a conservative Biblical perspective. Although you could still make the argument that God made someone one way for a reason, for instance in order to demonstrate the glory of God. But we also give people glasses when they have poor eyesight, when we could just keep them walking around half blind to glorify God. So then idk. But to follow Jesus’ explicit rules, for now I would have to formally discourage it, but also accepting it is more important. But given that it is still a very early technology, and we don’t really have much data on how it goes long term, I think it is good to be very cautious and I would strongly discourage it.
United Beats is a great name for a music game company imo. No reason you can’t use it for both. That’s what Apple did with Apple Music, which was the Beatles label. Just an idea. Psytrance is just too much anyway, I think. Sorry I didn’t understand. I guess I’m not too smart after all, ha.
I used to think this was for sure just a song made by a person, but now I’m not sure if it’s actually all been generated by a divine AI, and if it’s been that way this whole time. The timing is just too much, badass Santa dropping a nuke, lol. Are we the AI? Are other people even real? If I went to this guy’s concert, how do I know he has the same kind of sentient life experience that I do, and that he’s not just an NPC in the Matrix? Are even all my own actions a pre-generated path? I don’t know, but it doesn’t make anything less fun! I’m still going to treat others as myself! And I’m still going to go to school. Also, no drugs! My Dad said so, also that the United States is the only hope for the world, so let’s make it greater than ever and maybe someday have a United Earth.
I’m trying to get a job at Kroger or McDonald’s or wherever I can in order to get a car so I can maybe go to community college. I’m sorry for everything. I hope anything I did does anything good for anyone.
Also sorry that I did not understand some important things. I think I do understand now somewhat.