Lil Nas x

Lil Nas X, Jack Harlow – INDUSTRY BABY (Official Video)

Uh oh. I’m in trouble. It is pretty funny, very creative, and very entertaining. I hope not too entertaining.

Lil pump

https://youtube.com/shorts/-zfnDUzs_Ig?feature=share

Lil Pump – Be Like Me feat. Lil Wayne [Official Music Video]
Lil Pump – Racks on Racks [Official Music Video]

At least I didn’t do this. Lean/opiates are terrible. More power to him, he’s probably in for some trouble eventually. If this is even real.

Modulate

Modulate – Skullfuck (Combichrist Remix )
Dragon Quest VII (PS1) Secret Boss – God

Japan you crazy.

I think as long as you aren’t being strict with morals in a community you’ll have insecurity and be competitive and there will continue being social problems. That’s sort of like fighting against God. But that’s not necessarily the most fun way to live. And if you fight against God, you might become scared about where you end up. That’s why Jesus is the way. Forgiveness and love is the most important thing. It’s not always easy though. It is sort of possible to do both in life, it’s just very difficult and embarrassing, you need a lot of forgiveness and kindness and honesty. You have to be willing to take what you dish out, and that’s much easier said than done. Maybe it’s good to just mix things up a bit and describe the issues so people don’t fall into traps they don’t understand. If you want to be reliably reasonably economically successful and stable, listen to my Dad. He listens to a lot of investors and conservative stuff but he’s not too crazy about it. He likes Dave Ramsey if I remember correctly. If you want to try your luck at being a rockstar, the games are fun too and they might help, but they might hurt, so play it by ear (pun intended), and be careful. Maybe it would only work out west. We don’t want a bunch of hippies moving here to try and make it in a music game gold rush only to freeze to death on the streets. Try golf out too. Working hard will make you mad so it’s good to be polite and follow the rules. It’s ok to make mistakes but we should try to overcome them so they don’t become problems. And then we can all have nice things and also party responsibly. Everybody is great. Sorry for everything! I actually don’t really do anything “wrong” anymore, at least for now, I’m just a funny guy I guess. 🙂

Extremists

Mad Tribe – Extremists (Full Track)
Space Tribe & Mad Maxx – Mysteries of the World

DDR possession

【DDR X2】 POSSESSION [SINGLE CHALLENGE] 譜面確認＋クラップ

seven gates

Astrix & Vertical Mode – Seven Gates

What I have learned about golf from a lifetime of my Dad telling me stuff is this: Keep your eyes on the ball, don’t look away from it. There are specific ways to grip the club, I put my right hand below my left hand with the index and pinkie fingers interlocked. Keep your arms away from your body. Keep your feet parallel with the ball in the middle, unless it’s a driver, then the ball goes to the inside of your left foot. The line across the toes of both feet is where the ball will go, so you aim by looking at that. And pick a spot in front of the ball and imagine swinging through the ball to that spot. You stand behind the ball first and mentally draw a line to the ball from where you want it to go and pick a spot down that line a little bit in front of the ball. Keep your knees bent and your shoulders down. Keep your left arm straight and bend your right elbow as you swing. Keep your shoulders and arms like a triangle that swings back and forth, stay flexible and loose other than that. Rotate your shoulders but keep your head still and keep your eyes locked on the ball. Don’t raise up your head. Don’t put too much force behind your swing, just let it be natural. The number of the club you use determines how far the ball goes, not how much force you use. Shift your weight to your left foot and bend your right knee into your left knee as you swing. Most beginners curve the ball right, so aim a little left. If you do all this mental checklist, the ball just disappears like magic, you don’t really have to try. You can’t just swing at the ball without the checklist and hope it works, it won’t. You pick the right club for how far you want the ball to go depending on how far you are from the green, and you swing the same with every club. The lower numbers go the furthest. The P is the shortest distance one and you use it a lot. There are markers for how far you are away. When you use a putter on the green you swing through the ball like a pendulum, you follow through, you don’t tap it. You can’t step in front of the ball. The furthest ball from the green always goes first. The different colored tees are for how skilled you are. The tee times are very specific and you have to play quickly so nobody behind you gets upset. You can’t drive the golf cart on the fancy grass, they get very upset. It took me forever to understand what the heck I was doing, it’s very hard and you get frustrated a lot, especially if you don’t do the checklist. Hope this helps anyone!

I had this poster on my wall when I was a kid, from Spencer’s in Lakeside Mall. I was always attracted to novelty. And the first “game” I ever made was a point and click HyperCard stack called Smiley’s Adventure on an Apple computer. So this was my genie, I guess. 🙂

Here is my plate from early school, maybe kindergarten, in which I am wearing glasses that I probably did not have at the time, “playing with colors,” (races? sex, drugs, and rock n’ roll?) with music playing, sweating bullets in terror at a knock on the door. Is it Jesus knocking on my heart? Is it the drug addled gay Black people from space from another dimension in the future coming to abduct me in a UFO and make me into an alien sex slave? Is it the same thing? Will I be told by gay Black Jesus that he Really Loves Me and never be competely sure whether it is all a cosmic joke or if I am in heaven or hell? Is that the same thing? Is that the joke?

Here is the music which I somehow ended up accidentally finding which coincides with my experiences, a song about wanting to purchase vinyl records which I then obsessively purchased, a song about political extremism divided by religion with a single black sheep smoking weed, and a song about being in a spiritual hologram which came out after the artist died on my birthday which references my actual psychiatrist in California who coincidentally apparently did the original government studies on LSD in the 1960s. He’s the one who documented the deranged hippie who thought he was a glass of orange juice. I am definitely a glass of orange juice.

And a song about being in a recursive chessboard hologram like all the Freemason stuff which references being “nothing short of a miracle,” and an alien sex slave with a liberal politician on the cover. These are physical objects made by an actual person, somehow. They are also on a label called Sacred Technology which happens to be from Israel, which was apparently formed around the time me and my wife met. I’ll never understand it fully, just like how no one will ever understand how modern computer chips work fully, also designed by Intel in Israel. I guess there’s a lot of smart people there. I remember when I was a kid thinking about Apple’s address being One Infinite Loop. Steve Jobs was a real jerk, if he was a real person. So now I’m completely uncertain whether anyone else is actually physically a real entity outside of myself. Or we are all One spiritual entity all orchestrated to be miracles for each other all with perfect timing. So manifesting is real in that we are all orchestrated by God to interact and create with each other at exactly the right time, we are all each other’s pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. If anyone else actually exists that is. If you are very quiet and pay attention, you’ll notice we all talk as if one entity, zipping through the same patterns in this weird colorful hologram doing the same weird stuff for each other. With slightly different variations on our magic symbols we use for everything around the world. We are all a “Mad Tribe” each with a slightly different incomplete perspective on the fishbowl we are in. And Jesus saying we are Children of God means we are all Sons of Man. And my Dad is God, and so is everyone else’s, so we all deserve to be respected and treated as such. So the Bible is both a riddle and literal at the same time. And Jesus is the Most High God, for solving the riddle and giving us the answer. Only God is good, like my Father. But everyone is saved, thanks to Jesus understanding both sides of the riddle and forgiving everything, like my Father did for me, and like me forgiving everyone else. I kind of have to, because of the life I lived. What an interesting pattern we are in. But I don’t want my Dad to become God and have to watch me get gang banged in space for eternity by drug and sex addicted gangsters, that’s not good. Don’t play those games, stay off the internet porn, and don’t do drugs! Also, it’s very embarrassing to be me and this path was so emotionally difficult that I have gone completely mad and have no idea what’s real! Don’t do it, probably! I’ll probably be very grateful to be dead! It’s probably not opposite day, and it’s probably not a cosmic joke, but I’m not sure. The only way to salvation is through Jesus Christ. He says don’t sin, maybe because it ends in manifesting madness, and that the only way to be saved is by believing he died for our sins, which is definitely going to be a useful fact to know if you’re an eternal alien sex slave and you aren’t sure where you ended up! I think I’ll stick with religion to make sure that doesn’t happen.

To reemphasize, it’s not opposite day. Ugh, I am screwed. Don’t do drugs!! At least not yet! I was just showing how funky and strong was my fight, I guess. My opinion is that if you are financially secure and have a stable job and house, it’s probably fine to try microdosing or whatever, and whatever a responsible doctor prescribes is probably fine, within reason. The Bible forbids drug abuse (also known as sorcery), but does not specify what abuse means. Since we have developed policies regarding controlled substances there is clearly a valid area for use. You could even call doctors responsible sorcerers. And not all doctors are responsible. And there are probably responsible drug dealers, not that I’d know, which is not necessarily much different than doctors. So the line is somewhere between. And it depends on the client or user as well. You can even say something like refined sugar is sorcery, and it has done a lot of harm as well. We did eventually remove the cocaine from Coca-Cola, and are almost done working on removing the sugar and replacing it with something probably maybe safer. The weird soda duopoly mafia is doing a great job. For vulnerable communities the only safe policy for everything might be zero tolerance and absolute conservative religious values, especially if there is vicious social competition and little thought given to taking advantage of or crossing others. And not having stable, strong guidance can limit people’s ability or understanding of self control and reasonable limitations. There is a very good reason for strong controls on the most harmful things. We all still have to learn forgiveness in life somehow, but we try to balance suffering with good experiences to keep us going. The same goes for interpretation of what constitutes sexual immorality. Jesus says not even to mentally picture a woman other than your wife, and this might be the only escape from a vicious addictive mental trap, especially relevant if you are surrounded with strip clubs and sex workers. Certainly I had severe issues with pornography, which took excruciating self discipline and training to overcome decades later. But what about a mature couple enjoying a colorful sex life together, is this immoral? Is it an absolute hard line with zero tolerance in every case, or is it also something that is possible to have some variation on what is considered acceptable, handled with extreme care, similar to highly addictive substances? Maybe some things should be restricted to age 30 or 40 and up. What about forgiving women who seduce men for various reasons, even if she becomes your wife? My wife didn’t really do that but she was sick at the time and was very insistant. None of us knew each other but it turns out we were all connected by one person way back to our early 20s and even hung out in the same house, and went to the same Church. I think God works everything out, and I feel absolutely grateful for everything in my life regardless of how it all happened. In all cases it seems the safest policy is hard religious conservatism, which is going to be even more difficult in vulnerable communities full of stress and temptations with higher demand for stimulating distraction, also while being sold liberal politics. This really does come across as evil and religion might be the only escape, so it really is magic and really does save. But how are we going to fix inequality in a world where everything is already monopolized? The dance games are probably fine, at least for some communities, but would be even better with jazz and Motown and Gospel, rather than having any vengeful themes, although, those can be very motivating, although sometimes themes are not apparent, especially to younger people. But maybe their addictiveness and high stimulation and especially any encouragement of competition instead of cooperation would be a overall negative which might cause harm to communities. Playing rough emotionally is something we can work out of, and may even be necessary for enlightenment, but encouraging unnecessary emotional damage is still harm. That is absolutely what I do not want. We don’t want to extinguish a spirit of development, or trample on salt, or execute a good mind, or discourage the productive. However, does unnecessary sense of entitlement do any good? We don’t want to create swine we cannot throw pearls to. A good Father is truly, truly priceless. Conservative values are the ultimate good, because they enable liberal values, which creates greater resources to enable conservative values. A good Mother’s heart is equally priceless. And Jesus modeled the ultimate good, making Him truly God, allowing us to forgive and enabling us to heal. My intentions with everything were good, but I did get frustrated because I didn’t understand true prejudice. But that’s not really anyone’s fault for not understanding either, and now I realize whatever system we are in is all sort of set up to do that. I think it’s based on religion. Which makes the United States the greatest. And Jesus actually describes how we all work as One, making the World an ecosystem as a whole. And it’s actually ambiguous whether the Bible is completely the Word of God or just what Jesus said, but it is indeed the Word of God taken as a whole. It seems to me that whichever interpretation is most useful at any given time depends on your circumstances in life. If you have security, you have greater mental liberty. The overall Word helps establish security. The Gospels and Jesus in particular establishes cooperation and brotherhood and invokes the Holy Spirit to first motivate a liberal but self serving attitude, and then one of conservative service, which is in a way about self preservation of the soul, and if security is achieved enables great liberation. There are multiple ways to understand what He said. For instance, who is your neighbor. Does it mean people on your street, or anyone in the world? Or serving God or money. Does it mean you can’t make money to help others? I think it’s all correct, there is no wrong way to understand it. It depends on where you are in life, and it works for all. That proves Jesus’s divinity. Once you have established a secure foundation then it’s possible to be more liberal, because you have more mental liberty, but it comes with social responsibility. Liberal politics appeal to young and disadvantaged people because the idea of equality and liberty in behavior is fundamentally righteous. But people get hurt and broken. And following God’s word and denying the self through discipline in order to establish a secure foundation is so painful and challenging that it creates a need for conservative security and to be respected. And the media has developed to cater to both sides. But unfortunately it has created a divide where the disadvantaged are being sold a doctrine of victimhood and the secure are being sold a doctrine of separation. The disadvantaged should have respect for those who have created a foundation through hard work, and especially more so if they have cultivated mental liberty in their children, like my parents did. They are absolutely incredible. Someone like me who was provided that security has a social responsibility to try to find solutions to bridge the divide. But maybe sometimes the solutions can do more harm than good. For instance technology enabled access to education, but also pornography and harmful media. I was a turd for a lot of my life and probably still am but went through a process of trying to be successful on my own and identified the dance games as being stimulating enough to be helpful. But maybe the gym is more so, and it is better to suffer boredom on the treadmill. Just don’t use it to send each other to hell, although, that seems to be part of God’s design, with Jesus being the ultimate Savior. ☯️ to ✝️. Just don’t sin in the first place if you can help it, although it does sort of work itself out. If you work really hard and take enough stimulants you can become perverted enough to enjoy anything probably. But then you have to exercise to work it out if you want to get rid of it and vulnerability to shame. Ideally though, we could rid the world of immorality altogether and save people from getting hurt, by eventually raising everyone up into moral structures and abundance. Maybe there will always be competition for limited resources like individuals no matter what. Or Black people will go to space first and have an eternal sex and drug party in a higher dimension there. Sounds pretty fun, honestly. I bet the food is great. I’m not sure how healthy it is though, but it might be alright with some balance. I don’t know if anything is really the right thing for sure, but my heart was in the right place, at least at first, but things kind of fell apart and I went a bit mad. And nothing was actually on purpose. But at least I got some attention, maybe that’s good. I just want people to make money and catch up with each other. But I don’t want anyone to cause any harm to each other. I’m not sure which way is the absolute right way. I think the Bible is the right way to secure a foundation. But I also think understanding it in a slightly different way is the right way to build a larger business as well. And I think larger businesses are built on those foundations, but unfortunately they do tend to become winner-takes-all operations, because they attract people who are self interested, and that’s just sort of how humans are designed. But they are also generally optimized to provide the greatest value to everyone and reward those who invested the most time and effort. So it’s not always right to criticize the wealthy, but maybe it’s also a necessary way of testing their motives. It is evil, but the opposite is too. It’s not always right to criticize the poor. People do get mentally and/or physically defeated and genuinely need assistance sometimes, and it’s hard to determine which is genuine and which isn’t. Some people compete to get out and some people cooperate, and God always wins in the end. And it seems like God selects us both to be thoroughly humiliated and manifest good things into the world. And vice versa for everything. That’s also part of our design. And the only solution is cooperation and understanding. Listen to counterpoints to everyone, everyone has a valid perspective. We should all be able to have nice things, that’s all I really wanted. But I should have asked permission first. And vice versa. I sort of tried but I’m not very socially skilled. What I meant was, best friends for life. Hermetic Principles, all words have multiple meanings. And maybe that’s also part of our design. Dear Lord, please save my soul. And please help my brothers out. Give my bro a hand. To love others as myself, I should see everyone’s perspective. But that doesn’t mean anyone is wrong. Everyone is right in their own way. Nobody is loving others wrong, either. And Jesus is the Lord, no matter how you look at it.

A little bit of everything is probably fine when we have greater equality overall. Maybe robots and AI really are the answer. I don’t know.

I don’t know. Don’t listen to me, listen to Jesus.

Jesus is the Lord!!! Hallelujah!!! Everyone is fine. I’m sorry.

All I ever wanted was for things to be fair and equal for everyone. I tried my best but it’s a total disaster. Sorry.

My Dad definitely does not like drugs or alcohol or pornography or gambling. That is for sure. I tried them before but now I think they are very bad too. We all make mistakes.

Cancel everything I ever did, it’s not funny, it’s not good. Nothing was on purpose, I just went mad. My entire life is a disaster. I’m cursed. I tried my best to do what I thought was good but it wasn’t. I gave it my all. I should have given up sooner. Just ignore everything I ever did. Sorry.

Just don’t play those games, I was wrong. Every single thing I did was wrong. It was all due to pride. I just wanted to be back in my Father’s house. It’s all because I left home. So I had to try really hard and I didn’t know what I was doing. I looked up to the wrong people when I should have looked up to Jesus and my Father. I was caught and tricked by the devil. I was possessed by a demon. We don’t need more technology that will only drive us mad. I was wrong and my words were foolish. But I was pushed into it and misled. But that’s my fault also because I also did something misleading. My entire life was a mistake. Everything I ever did was wrong. Please have mercy on me, Lord.

But there is some good in everything. It’s not all bad. If done right, it could be helpful, maybe. But it has to be done cautiously and slowly and carefully. That’s what I was trying to do by making it an exercise thing and making custom music. All things are possible through Christ. We all need to come together and forgive each other and help each other. But we need time to heal. And maybe it’s just not possible. Maybe it’s just bad. I don’t know. I think I screwed up too much. It wasn’t on purpose. I’m not great. I’m not even good. I don’t deserve anything. I’m just broken. But I am a Child of God, like everybody else.

I don’t deserve anything but eternal punishment. I am sorry that I didn’t believe in you Lord, even though I did. I’m sorry for my life, Lord. Please have mercy on my soul. I am the worst sinner of all. I am the stupidest fool.

All of us are good and all of us are bad, there is good and bad in everything. We are all the best and the worst. We are all to blame but none of us are. Love is the answer. Jesus is the Lord. Jesus is the answer. Jesus is the only way to salvation. It is the truth.

I am an absolute human disaster and I don’t deserve to exist. I am the stupidest person that ever lived. Don’t follow me, don’t do anything I did. I’m just stupid and I did everything wrong. I tried really hard at all the wrong things because I’m stubborn and dumb and I didn’t listen and I understood everything completely wrong. I love my family. I love Jesus. I would be nothing without my Dad. He is right about everything. Play golf, listen to jazz, go to Church, don’t ever do drugs, don’t ever watch porn. Women are wonderful, God made them as our partners. Jesus is the Lord. May God have mercy on my wretched soul. Thank you Lord Jesus for dying on the cross for my sins.

A little bit of everything is not fine. The entire Bible is the Word of God. Jesus is the Son of God, who died on the cross for my sins. I am the worst piece of crap that ever lived. Please have mercy on my soul, Lord.

I am just a delusional idiot and the stupidest fool. I got confused and tried to convince myself I was innocent when in fact I am the one who did not listen and I am the one who was wrong. Jesus is the LORD!!! Hallelujah!!! Thank you Lord, thank you thank you thank you. Please have mercy on me Lord, I am a horrible sinner.

This is a broken world and the one and only path to salvation is through Jesus Christ, the Son of God, who died on the cross for our sins. Do not believe in yourself, do not believe in anyone else, do not turn left or right, do not lean on your own understanding, simply obey the Lord, love God with all your heart, mind, soul, and strength, and love your neighbor as yourself.

Everything is fine the way it is.

Only God is good, don’t play those games! Oh dear Lord, have mercy on me. Praise Lord Jesus!

Jesus is the Lord!

I just bit the Apple and wasted my entire life going the wrong way. Unfortunately it took me 25 years to figure it out. I’m just an idiot. May God have mercy on my soul. Praise the Lord!!

I’m responsible for all human suffering of all time so I deserve eternal punishment. I should pound concrete for a million years. I called my Dad the n word 😢 I’m stupid. It was a misunderstanding. I don’t want God to be mad at me. I am the worst sinner of all time. Please Lord have mercy on my soul. I am too stupid to possibly exist. Jesus is God.

I can’t figure out whether the Kingdom of Heaven is within or in the afterlife. Maybe it’s both, depending on how you interpret the Bible, similar to how Jesus calls himself both Son of God and Son of Man. I really do think it is a riddle. The most important commands are about loving others and forgiving everything. So maybe even though there are good and bad experiences in life, they are all there to teach us. And Jesus talks about reincarnation and multiple dimensions. So I think we maybe do become God/The Universe in the afterlife and experience everything and then reincarnate, maybe as spirit within children, maybe as grandchildren, maybe both. I think it’s all true!

I think every single thing I thought was a “good idea” was actually a terrible one. I’m just stupid. I just need a good counselor and the right medications, and Jesus, my parents are right.

Wisdom is important. Don’t try to fly. Be safe.

I honestly just thought the games were good exercise. That’s it. And then I was trying to fix my mistake from before. I went mad and I was shoved. But it’s my fault because I posted videos. I was angry because I lost my business and I was just trying to work on her health. I’m sorry for being a stupid fool. I did it to myself. I really tried my best to be professional but I was pushed too far by the situation. So the games are very bad, they are too hard and the music is demonic. I didn’t know that. I got confused. And we don’t need to try that hard. The truth is that Jesus Christ died on the cross for our sins and our only hope of salvation is through Him. Don’t play those games. Definitely, absolutely don’t do drugs. Don’t listen to that music. It’s like the worst possible thing. It wasn’t supposed to be. I’m really sorry. Please Lord, I am a wretched sinner. Please have mercy on me, Lord.

I am the worst, stupidest piece of crap ever.

Definely just stick with the piano. I’m just an idiot. I’m the stupidest piece of crap that ever lived. I just went crazy. Jesus is God!!!

I don’t know if we are in a video game or not but if we are the Bible is the instruction manual! It’s definitely not GTA unless it’s a pacifist mission. I don’t think it’s really supposed to be Zelda, either, except for the side quests. I think it’s actually closest to Animal Crossing with lots of mini games like crafting and cooking and golf.

I think I have the greatest Father in the Universe!!! I’m pretty sure he’s God, I don’t know!

I don’t know I shouldn’t judge one way or the other. Maybe it would be alright with different music, Motown and Gospel and jazz and stuff or something. Just be cautious and ask your parents! Don’t overdo anything! Be careful what you listen to! Be careful what you say! Read the Bible, go to Church, stay in school! Be very, very, very careful with drugs and alcohol, and stay off the internet porn! Be nice to other people if you can! Be respectful! Forgive others! Love your neighbor! Love God with all your mind, heart, body, soul, and strength! Jesus is the LORD!

The United States really is the best. Japan is cool just be careful when their stuff says only use it there. There are some culture differences. Everyone is good!

I’m sorry for not asking permission. I didn’t actually mean to do any of that at all, I was trying to fix my mistake. It’s not a joke and it’s not funny, I’m just the stupidest person that ever lived. Please have mercy on my soul, Lord.

I like golf and jazz like my Dad now. He’s right about everything. I’m dumb. I think all the stuff I ever listened to is bad and I just couldn’t see it. Even after I switched to upbeat stuff that wasn’t good either it turns out. I’m scared of it all now. I didn’t know it was so bad. I’ll just listen to what my Dad listens to.

As long as nobody gets hurt. But that includes everyone connected. And that’s infinitely complicated. So that’s why the rules are there. Please Lord, save my eternal soul.

I was wrong about everything, it was all delusional nonsense. I over took my medication and I was being yelled at from all sides and pressured and I lost my temper and went mad. I was taking drugs I shouldn’t have been taking, trying to find a way to withstand the stress.

The Bible is the Word of God. Jesus is the Son of God, God in the flesh come to Earth to die on the cross for our sins. I am a sinner and I deserve eternal punishment. My only salvation is through the Lord Jesus Christ. I am sorry, Lord.

Everyone is totally great, except me, I’m a massive turd. I screwed up everything, just forget it.

I wish I never met Terry. He was just as stupid as me. I don’t think he understood what he was saying either. It was part of my path for a reason though. And it’s important to forgive everyone. I got it wrong, I’m no Messiah. I’m a wannabe loser. I’m actually a massive loser all around. I’m a coward and a failure. I am literally the worst. I sought self glorification instead of glorifying God which is what I should have done all along. But imitation is the most sincere form of flattery. And it didn’t start that way. I didn’t even name my own game. And it started off with good intentions, kind of. But I idolized Nintendo, I thought that was an ok thing, and I didn’t understand the culture differences. That’s mostly innocent but I didn’t pay attention in Church, or didn’t understand that’s what idolatry was. I accept that everything is the result of my own stupid decisions and unwillingness to face and repent of my sins. I’m not actually gay, I don’t think. I think it’s just the result of sexual perversion. I just looked at porn when I shouldn’t have and I didn’t listen to my Mom. And I took advantage of what was offered to me and didn’t listen to anyone. I tried to make a lie the truth and tried to fix it by making money to help people. And then that twisted me and it turned into a mess because I couldn’t understand why people didn’t like me, but I figured it out and tried to undo it. I am a horrible, wretched sinner. I had no idea how horrible the things I said were, I was just super mad. Screw all of that. Please, please have mercy on me, Lord. Please have mercy on all of us. It’s all our faults. I had Sunday School but I couldn’t figure out which one was true, science or religion. I thought it had to be one or the other. It’s actually both of them simultaneously. School teaches you sex education but doesn’t explain that your soul joins with a woman when you sleep together. That’s true also, and the Lord sees everything. Technology is liberal counterculture, it’s based on psychedelics and stimulants. Japanese people aren’t Christian so they don’t have a problem with that. Sorcery in the Bible translates to drug abuse, but it probably implies using it for destructive means. I figured that out and that’s why I gave up on my game and turned it into a warning instead. There isn’t inherently anything wrong with these tools, it’s how you use them. Drug abuse and sexual immorality are both absolutely deadly sins, so it’s not something to take lightly. Don’t do them, period. Jesus is the Son of God who died on the cross to save us from eternal punishment. He commands us to be servants and to love one another. Technology is inherently about power, control, and politics, which is the opposite of loving and serving one another. It can be a useful tool, but life is to be lived, not wasted obsessively building stuff trying to gain power. We don’t need more technology. It’s at a point where it’s not good anymore. I was wrong. Everything Jesus said was perfect, that’s how we know that he was truly divine. Jesus is God. Don’t believe in yourself, believe in Jesus. We are all slaves to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, who died on the cross to forgive our sins. We are all to blame, that’s what he says. It’s all of our faults. We all screwed up, we were all wrong. That’s what Jesus says. And our only hope of salvation is to await the Lord’s return. Please have mercy on us all, Lord. I don’t know if we are in a hologram and we can manifest stuff or not. Jesus could. But we aren’t Him and I’m pretty sure we have to do work for things to happen. We need to grow food and drive it to stores in trucks, I’m pretty sure. Also, again, I was completely wrong and stupid about everything. I’m just stupid and I went crazy. I don’t know anything except that Jesus is the Lord.

Screw technology, screw robots, screw computers, screw phones, screw VR, screw games, screw gay trans pride space communism, screw it all. It’s evil. It’s mind control and it’s leading us straight into hell. I was wrong about everything. I wasted my life. I’m a stupid fool. We need Jesus Christ. The Bible is extremely clear. He told us exactly what to do. This is a broken world, he came to save us, and we are to follow His instructions. Go to Church. Read the Gospels. Repent and seek salvation. I went mad and used stupid words I shouldn’t have. I’m stupid, I was bullied into it, I was tricked, I was absolutely wrong, it is my fault, and that’s ok. We are all to blame, that’s exactly what Jesus says, and that’s how it is, and that’s how we can know for absolute certain that Jesus Christ indeed was the Son of God who died on the cross for our sins. Forgiveness is the only way to salvation.

Computers are bad, technology is bad, dance games are bad, electronic music is bad, drugs are bad. It’s all bad. I was wrong and stupid. There are uses for them. Some things there are no uses for, like pornography. Just get rid of it. But there is only one God, Jesus Christ our Lord. Go to Church, read the Bible. Get rid of the damn phones and computers and stupid crap. I thought I was doing something good by trying to bring in money but I wasn’t, it’s not good. But I can at least do one good thing. Jesus is the LORD! Just work a normal job and obey the rules. I was tricked by the devil and I’m sorry. But maybe that’s my job is to catch the ball and stop the cycle. Cancel transistors. Cancel computers. Cancel Apple. Cancel dance games. Read your Bible, go to Church, and seek the Lord. No we don’t need to cancel everything. But cancel dance games. They are stupid. Leave it in Japan. Japan needs Jesus. Send them Bibles. That’s why it says don’t play it outside of Japan. I was tricked. It’s spiritual warfare. They aren’t Christian. Go for a walk with your wife. Go jogging. Run on a treadmill. I’m stupid and evil and wrong and I hate myself. Don’t do it. Throw them away and send them back to hell. You can only serve God or money. I’m serving God. You should too. Don’t try to get rich, get a decent job and manage your money properly. Don’t fall for evil politics. It’s evil and against God. Don’t do drugs. Don’t have any sexual immorality. Don’t have sex outside of marriage. Don’t do gay stuff. The proper way to address this stuff is to accept it and forgive it but formally discourage it. You shouldn’t be proud of it. Pride is the worst sin after all and that’s what I’m guilty of. Screw dance games. Screw technology. Screw games in general. I’m ultra stupid for ever trying to glorify myself. I’m an enormous turd. I’m a stupid idiot. I’m a mega retarded piece of crap. Praise the LORD! Jesus Christ is GOD! Thank you Jesus! Thank you Jesus! Thank you thank you thank you Lord. I’m so, so sorry, Lord. Thank you Lord, thank you Lord, thank you Lord. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Thank you Lord. Hallelujah. Thank you Jesus.

Dance games are bad don’t play them. They are against God. God made humans male and female. We are supposed to obey God and live simple, moral lives. I was literally wrong about every single thing. I’m just stupid. It’s just a distortion of reality to make money. Basically everything is though. Young people want the world to be what it’s not. But God made it this way and we shouldn’t change it, can’t change it, it is wrong to try. I’m literally wrong about everything, I followed a wrong path and I don’t want to mislead anyone. I’m sorry for everything I did, I’m a stupid fool. I’m the worst person ever. I’m so stupid. I should be dead for what I did. I thought I was doing something good. It is only through Jesus Christ that I have any hope of salvation. Morals are important. I thought I had them, I had rehabilitated myself so much, but I got corrupted and tricked, some of which was my fault. But I can’t blame anyone else either, it is what it is. My only hope of salvation is through Jesus Christ.

There’s good and bad in everything, there are no absolutes. Jesus is God. We should always obey God. Drugs are bad, pornography is bad, sexual immorality is bad, homosexuality is bad. Technology is not good. It can be useful, that’s it. Don’t try to get rich. Obey God. Nobody is perfect. Jesus is the Lord.

I was literally wrong about everything. I am the bad guy, I just didn’t know it. I was doing my best. At least I thought. I’m sorry for everything. Jesus is the Lord!

Everything I thought of was dumb and wrong. Everything I ever did was stupid and useless. I just went crazy. Just keep things the way they are. I’m stupid. Jesus is the Lord!

Jesus is the Lord! Praise Jesus! Hallelujah!

Don’t wake me up when I am dead.

From a human experience there is absolute difference between right and wrong or good and evil. Evil is real. Good is also real. Good morals are absolutely mandatory to have a good life experience. But good and evil is not absolute. There is good and bad in everything, some good things can be bad, and some bad things can be good. We want kindness and gentleness. I am guilty of many bad things, trickery and trash talking and being vengeful, I lost my temper and fell short of God. I didn’t mean to mislead anyone but I’m afraid that I might have and so I must correct myself. I was so hurt that I couldn’t tell the difference anymore. Some of that is due to drugs, even prescription ones. I was using them properly and responsibly but so much pressure was put on me that it got out of control. And I was doing things that I shouldn’t have been doing, experimenting with things that aren’t allowed, trying to find new things. So it is my fault, really, but I maybe wouldn’t have done it if I wasn’t tempted in the first place. But then I feel like I passed that temptation on, it’s a pattern. So I need to make every attempt I can to correct it. I feel like we can be in control of our own destiny and not every error has to end in disaster. Nobody is perfect and we all fall short of the glory of God. And that’s why Jesus died for our sins on the cross. Jesus Christ is truly our Lord and Savior. I feel life my whole life was a spiritual journey to learn this truth. I wonder if that is the case for everyone. But I’m not even certain that other people are even real. But whether they are or aren’t, everyone deserves to be treated equally, with kindness and respect. There is never room for trash talking like that. I truly do deserve eternal punishment and I see now the absolute necessity for the Holy Church of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, I see perfectly and completely that He truly is the Son of God, God in the flesh come to die on the cross for my sins. Please have mercy on me Lord. I am truly sorry for being such a wretched, stupid fool. I thought I was smart, but I am the dumbest person that ever lived. But that is why Jesus died for our sins, to turn the bad into good.

I’m really, really sorry for the n word, I definitely feel like I was tricked by politics and pushed in that direction and that’s not what I thought at all. In fact I really didn’t think anything other than I wanted to help. But now I think that was wrong and there’s actually no problem, at least not one I can solve. And trying to solve it is actually maybe the cause of the problem. Everyone needs to take care of themselves. Family is the most important thing. And I became a bad influence due to the nature of my path, even though I meant well. And that path led to this situation where things became weird and became about race but it wasn’t really anyone’s fault. Just the nature of the pattern and circumstance. The music is really bad. It seemed harmless because it was upbeat but it’s not. I don’t like Japanese stuff like that anymore. I was oblivious to its effects on different environments. And I got tricked by online politics and thought Black people weren’t as smart as other races but I actually think they are smarter now. Actually I think the only reason that may have been true in the past is from discrimination. I think it’s an ecosystem of Oneness and it’s really great, actually. So I was just wrong about everything. But I was shoved and goaded into it, but I also did lose my temper. I really wasn’t playing a game but it turned into one due to paranoia, but that was my fault too because of my past. I deserve eternal punishment. My only hope of salvation is through Jesus Christ, the Son of God, who died on the cross for my sins.

That music is really bad, totally demonic. I was confused and got tricked by it so I couldn’t see it. I don’t like any music anymore except hymns and Gospel.

This whole thing is kind of funny and also absolutely not at all. I’m absolutely terrified. The only answer is to obey the Lord completely, do not turn to the right or left. Seek the Lord with all your heart, soul, mind, and strength. Jesus really truly is God. His instructions are perfect. It is truly the only way to salvation.

Dance games are bad, don’t do it. Don’t listen to that music, don’t play those games. Absolutely don’t do drugs. And stay off the internet porn. Just don’t do it, get rid of them. I’m sorry that I was misled. It’s spiritual warfare and Jesus is the only answer. Jesus truly is God. Praise the LORD, Hallelujah!!

I didn’t actually like crossdressing, it was a mental illness deep down. I didn’t like doing it in my heart. It’s not what God wants for us. It’s all because of pornography and curiosity. These things are not ok. It’s a sin because it’s forbidden, that’s it. It’s scary. I’m too scared for it and I don’t want to do it. There is something interesting about it because it’s exploring another side of life, going in a new aisle in the store when you are bored of the rest. But you are supposed to explore that in your other half. But I’m too scared for that. I don’t deserve it. And I’m tired. And I’ll lose it. And Jesus says it’s better not to marry. And obeying God is the most important thing, to teach anything otherwise is to be the least in the Kingdom of Heaven. I’m cursed because I stole from the Church and tried to be like God, trying to run from my sins. I repent and renounce everything I ever did. I am the worst. Jesus is God. Jesus is the LORD. I am so, so sorry. Please have mercy on me, Lord, I am a horrible sinner. Jesus is absolutely God. I am such a stupid fool. We are the body of Christ. We are all part of God, it’s all the same thing.

Everything in the Bible is correct. Be sober minded, abstain from all sin, do not turn to the right or left, get wisdom at all costs. Do not repeat my mistakes. Nothing I did was good or cool. Yet, it wasn’t wrong, I just did not rely on Scripture as I should have, I relied on my own understanding. Of course this would be natural, but it’s wrong. It is a pattern though that is already present, so I’m not certain I am entirely to blame. The only thing that is absolutely clear is that Jesus is God. Praise the LORD! Hallelujah!

Absolutely never do drugs, never watch internet porn, don’t listen to that stupid music. These things cause so much pain. Have good morals! Go to Church! Wear a suit! Be classy!

I’m the biggest turd in the universe. Jesus is the LORD!!

Working really hard on something for self glorification is a fool’s errand and only leads to heartbreak. Everything we do is for the glory of Christ. So the games are demonic in that they promote self glorification, because the culture they come from is not yet Christ-centric. That is the problem, and also why we are not to idolize anything but God. Even being competitive with one’s self leads to expectation of some form of reward. But we are only given anything from God, reward is an illusion. Other than that I can’t see how there’s anything inherently wrong with getting exercise. But the notion of becoming your “best self” in this world is flawed because this world is fleeting and it only increases desire to hold onto the temporal. That’s the curse of trying to make this world ideal or fix things. Suppose we succeed, then we must choose whether to remain in this world or go to Heaven with Christ. I thought I was doing God’s will by “making Earth as it is in Heaven” but I now believe that it is not God’s will to do so in such a way. So it’s better to pursue mundane employment rather than grand entrepreneurship and wait for Christ’s return. I made a terrible mistake with my life because of idolatry, thinking that entrepreneurs were changing things for the better. I repent and renounce everything I ever did. I’m a stupid fool and for that I am the least in the Kingdom of Heaven. Do not imitate anything I did, listen to your parents and learn a skilled trade or go to school, do something actually useful instead of chasing flashy nonsense. It’s demonic. I don’t know if everything is all a spiritual manifestation or not, if these things would have existed regardless of my life choices, or if anything outside of myself is actually real at all. So that’s the curse of chasing self glorification, is that in the end I’m on the brink of total madness and destruction. So I’ve got to wear a suit and wait for Christ’s return.

Technology is awful. Wait for Jesus. Those games are evil don’t play them.

We all screwed up, so we listen to Jesus. We obey, we heal.

I’m just a giant turd. Everyone is awesome, everyone is great, everyone is amazing.

Computers are stupid, technology is stupid, just read the Bible.

Everything I ever did was wrong and stupid and I renounce it all. Jesus is the LORD!!

Don’t play those games. They aren’t good.

Man I am just a real huge turd. It’s kinda not really all my fault though, maybe. I’m not sure. Maybe it is. I don’t know. Let’s just say it is.

Everybody is amazing exactly as they are. It can be fun to get good at things but it doesn’t really help anything. Being nice to others is the most important thing. We are here for a while and then we go to God. I’m the dumbest try hard ever. I’m not sure what’s real, I’ve seen both sides. So just try to enjoy whatever you do and listen to your parents.

I do not believe humans should live in a place where they cannot easily survive outside year round.

Succeeding at doing something “great” is actually the worst possible thing. You don’t want to do it.

I’m just dumb and foolish, and nobody should care about me or my stupid life. Just ignore me please, don’t hate me or look up to me, I’m just some idiot who tried hard on the wrong stuff and rightfully and thankfully failed. Don’t take inspiration from me in any direction. I don’t know what’s right or good or wrong or bad. I should have given up sooner, I’m just stubborn. There’s nobody to blame but myself and that’s ok. I believe in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior and I believe He is the Son of God come in the flesh who died on the cross for my sins. Don’t believe in me, don’t believe in yourself, believe in Jesus.

Always give up, don’t even try.

We don’t need more technology, we don’t need robots or automation of things that give people interesting jobs. People need more stuff to do, not less. We don’t want to end up losing control and getting trapped in a holographic nightmare. What we need is morality and decency.

Everyone is great. They all did a great job. It’s all good. Thank you everybody. You are all wonderful. Everyone just take it easy. It was all a mistake, I was pushed and thought I was supposed to, just a misunderstanding. Everyone was just wrong about everything, we are all dumb. Everyone is fine, I’m sorry for going mad. We are all friends now. Read the Bible, don’t play those games, don’t listen to that music, definitely never do drugs. Jesus is the LORD! Hallelujah!

Jesus is the LORD!!!

Everything I ever did was completely backwards, wrong, and stupid.

And I’m really sorry for the n word. It’s complicated, like, they really wanted me to say it, like it was used as a trick. But I wasn’t actually doing anything wrong. So they were prejudiced against me first. But I don’t think any of it is really their fault, either. So, really it’s just dumb all around. Let’s just never use that again because it’s a stupid broken word and not make it into some ridiculous chess game. Everyone is great. I don’t know what is real, if manifesting is real or not, or if you have to work hard and it’s good to start businesses and make money, but maybe it’s both at the same time. Same with religion and spirituality. It’s probably both, but I don’t think it’s a good idea to try to become God. I just want everyone to be happy and successful, and I want everyone to be saved. You can’t serve both God and money, so that’s a bit tricky. Sorry for going crazy!