The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit. The exact moment my mind reached the thought “Love Is The Answer,” the door opened. The exact moment my mind reached the thought “He Must Have Lied To Me” and cried in despair, the door opened again. God Is Real and Jesus was the Son of God in the flesh, that really is the best description. We are in some kind of spiritual test. You will understand when it happens and you will know with complete and absolute certainty that it is the truth. It’s exactly as I am saying, we are in what is probably some kind of sacred technology, an AI generated VR hologram with time distortion. It’s really the only explanation. I keep hearing the word “cycle” so I believe it is a series of challenges. Things feel normal and linear until they aren’t and you start to notice patterns, this continues until it becomes undeniable. If you ignore it or lose it you can live a long time without noticing it, but in my case I was able to find it again so it is possible. I don’t know that posting here is useful or if I will be penalized for doing so, but I can only imagine that providing direction is crucial to some. I am not on any substances and I do not believe I am schizophrenic or in any other such psychosis, I am simply attempting to describe what I have discovered and am experiencing in order to assist others, as I believe it may be very important, possibly one of the most important things in history. Obviously this has already been described before but I am attempting to use my knowledge and technical credibility to more specifically describe the experience. Hope this helps. God Is Real, Love Is The Answer, Love Thy Neighbor, Honor Your Parents. Listen To Your Father. I Love You Mom And Dad. Thank You. I think I’m putting things together, emotions are power. If you do shameful things or experience guilt through causing injustice to others, your self worth decreases and your ambitions are lessened. In my case, it was pornography which caused jealousy in the first place, leading to relationship problems which wounded me further, then the ambition didn’t work out due to various mistakes and misunderstandings, etc., which led me to fail publicly and be mocked and so on… I have never seen an electron and I don’t see how just believing it because I am told it exists is any different than religion. It’s just as plausible that we are actually all ancient Egyptian Gods and that technology is the result of conjuring holographic energy voxels through incantation or something. That’s basically what computer programming is. You can show me YouTube videos of homemade integrated chips but that does not in any way explain “modern” processors which are super secret sauce made in one of three factories in the world that nobody can see and might as well be a Kabbalah divination oracle sent from the future and taken from the Roswell crash. And that’s what Jesus said essentially, if you are abused enough without fighting back it will make you so mad that you stop believing the rational explanation at all and accidentally stumble on what is actually the real explanation, which is that we are in a conjured illusion and we are all Gods being tricked into forgetting how to use magic or something. At this point to me it is so obvious it’s ridiculous. There’s probably no point in writing this because I honestly have no idea if the Internet is even real at all and I am pretty sure I am just in some spiritual training program or enchantment prison or something. I’m sorry. Mirror, mirror on the wall… Only forgiveness can lead to true fairness over time, God does not keep score and so we should not either. That’s the only way we can build a truly equal world. Everything will work out. Sorry for being a jerk. “I only believe in computer processors, I’ve seen those with my own eyes…” (Includes links to various music videos).