Jesus is the LORD! Hallelujah!

Stay off the internet porn (all of it, really), don’t do drugs, stay in school, go to Church, read the Bible, play golf, listen to jazz, my Dad says read Dave Ramsey’s Total Money Makeover. I’m just an idiot who made a dumb mistake early in life and went down a difficult road out of my own foolishness. Everything I ever did was stupid and wrong, probably. Don’t play those games, don’t listen to that music, probably. I’m just a stupid fool and a terrible sinner, please have mercy on me, Lord. Some of what I wrote was probably wrong because I was emotionally and mentally confused, so take it with a grain of salt so to speak. I think I probably just wanted to be smarter or better than I am and might have dreamed or imagined some of it and had some false memories or something, I’m honestly not sure. I just tried to be honest about my life and give a real perspective, although I am sure there are many others out there. I doubt I’m special at all, I think people are more or less mostly the same and nurture is more important than nature. I really don’t think I’m the best at anything, although I think anyone is capable of anything, really, and if you believe in something you can probably achieve it, especially through Christ. Although there are certainly wiser paths than the one I took, however I’m not certain I really had much choice, I think we learn to make better choices through experience and through coming to know God. Belief in ones’ own infallible ability without God is pride, which is certainly folly. Everyone’s great! Nobody’s perfect!